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first of all i wanna thank all of soulcast members who greeted me on my birthday.
Thank you! a greeting is the best gift ever for me! it's free and it really touch my heart.
sorry guys i dont have any pictures to show you cuz i dont have the usb port for my cam.
 
anyway my birthday part was okay. i was a little tired cuz i make sured everyone was okay and have a nice time. i was surprised my mother sent a cake. and well i did get a little tipsy. and i thought i would ran out of food. instead there were si many left overs!!!
 
well okay so i didnt really enjoy my birthday. having to clean everything up really sucks! but at least i saw my high school friends again. its like a little reunion.
 
anyway. i'm just complaining cuz i was tired and my crush was not there. my classmate forgot to invite him. shit.
 
yeah i know i should be grateful cuz i have a party and all. but why am i not completely happy on my birthday? is it because i want more?
 
no not really. i just want...
 
i just want someone who really appreciates me during my birthday. i know i sound selfish. i'm really grateful that many people love me. but what i mean someone. is just someone who really is thankful that i was born on that day. i guess here i am again on my "why dont i have a fucking boyfriend" moment. but can you blame me feeling this way? and again people and you guys will just say wait. just wait. what if i waited and still no one comes?
 
my cousin said i should lose weight so i could find someone to love me. that hurts when he told me that. so he will love the physical side of me? i'm not looking for the best person for me. well okay i admit though that i want the best person for me. but does he exist? no.
 
i should have appreciate it more if he should have said that i need to love myself first before anyone could love me. because that more sense. but who am i kidding right? being fat is the barrier for me. not just physically but mentally and emotionally for me too.
 
ugh stop all of this "i hate myself today" crap. i'm thankful that i am alive today.
 
anyway, thanks for listening to my ramblings today.


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  • Lioness said on Jan 13, 2007....
    I'm glad you had a great party queen....  I wish I was there to scoop all the leftovers and take home. =) just making you smile.

    You will find that someone you are searching for, I know you will. =)
  • fucked_up_girl said on Jan 13, 2007....
    dude i get you. don't worry, someday... you'll see.
    someone's waiting for you too. anyway, im glad you had fun! can you send some food to me? haha kidding!
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 13, 2007....

    sure!!! there's actually cake and spaghetti left and some "pulutan". hehehehehe and some beer too.

    umiinom ba kayo ng red horse? ayoko kasi ng san mig light! hina ng sipa!

    sayang nga wala crush ko! chance ko sanang mahalikan kasi birhday ko!!!

  • mr_right14 said on Jan 13, 2007....
    I never celebrated my birthday the way I like it to be.
    Oh my... if I just have more money.
     
    Birthday, and you wanna kiss your crush?
    Hmmm tanong ko lang, ganun ba talaga kayo?
    Kasi I had an experience na a graduation party ng kapatid ng friend ko which was also a girl.
    We played some spin the bottle and had some darin', passionate kiss with the other girls.
    I was with my girlfriend when they set me up and point the bottle to me.
    Dared me to kiss my friend in front of my gf.
    I did'nt kissed her at first but right after she stopped, I kissed her for more seconds.
    And said "Ang sarap mo!"
    Then again they intentionally pointed the bottle to me, again I was dared to kiss my friends' sister.
    We really kissed each other, I don't know, the heat just came out.
    We stopped kissing at her room and she grabbed my "manoy" as I grab ger boobies.
    But badly, my gf entered the room.
    So we all get out of the room and grab some beers.
    Until we're all drunk and they decided to sleep in the room but this li'l sister took a shower.
    After that, I dunno what she's up to, I was cleaning all the mess, she sat on the sofa brushing her hair.
    I never realized that she want to have sex with me that time.
    I only knew when my friend told me that her sister was waiting for me.
     
    Also, that was new year.
    We had a guest, actually guests of my uncle's friends. (their textmates)
    One of the girls were cute and I like her.
    My uncle called me and ask me to guide this girl to the comfort room.
    Of course I have to check the room before she uses it.
    But she also entered the room and were closing the door.
    I didn't notice what she's trying to provoke me.
    I went out of the room and closed the door.
    Waited for her to finish and guide her to the balcony.
    After a few minutes she asked me to guide her and her friend to the CR.
    Right beside the CR, there's a sofa and this girl and I waited.
    This girl, she sat on my lap!
    Again she's trying to provoke for something.
    Nothing happened until she left our house.
     
    Oh my...these always happen to me.
    I never realized that its already a prey, catching my attention to eat them.
    Everytime I think of something erotic, these experiences comes to my mind.
    Fantasizing these girls, dude they're all hottie!
    I wanna go back in the past and give what they want.
    I'll definitely satisfy their hunger....for sex
     
  • secretlife said on Jan 13, 2007....

    queen:  you're not selfish for wanting someone special in your life to love you and for you to love.

    I believe there is someone out there for all of us.  Don't give up.

  • queenparanoia said on Jan 13, 2007....

    to secretlife: thank you dear!!!

    to mr_right14: hey we girls are human too. especially at my age, we have raging hormones like you guys!!! and i think women are more sexually active than what they want. its just that society dictates that these kind of women are bad. which is wrong!!! there's nothing wrong being sexual! and we use opportunities like this to get what we want!

    hehehehe good boy ka pala! hindi mo sinuggaban ang grasya! palay na nga ang lumalapit sa manok!!! LOL!!!

  • silverwhisper said on Jan 14, 2007....
    queen, i don't think you should wait. i think you should spend time w/ your friends and just be you. when you find someone, i just hope he treats you with respect.

    ed
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 14, 2007....
    thanks ed. i hope i could find someone as sweet as you!!!
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 14, 2007....
    hi queen! :D its good to hear that you had a great birthday party. :D Don't worry I understand how you feel girl! :D

    If not, there's always the speed dating event in Mall of Asia this February hahaah! :D Lots of cute guys might be there! :D heheheh. Maybe I should invite Jason at the lova palooza? hhmmm [snickers]

    Cheers!
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 14, 2007....

    sige invite mo sya sa lovapalooza!!!!

    kewnto mo sunod kung ano mangyayari. oo nga pala nabububwisit ako sa putang inang taong yan dito sa soulcast. yung gago ba na walang ngipin!!! sama talaga ng ugali!

  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 14, 2007....
    sino dun? :D heheheheh :D grabacious naman :D share share... hindi ko gets kasi kung sino.... slow ako ngayun... walang kape sa katawan eh....

    hahahah :D hmm... kya lang mejo booked solid ata ako sa panahong yun... hhaha :D [wink] gumawa kaya ako ng sariling lova palooza hahah :D jokes lang... baka mapicturan pa ako dun... :D wahahahah

    did you know that Jason and I had an agreement last week. Well, he is going to ask me to be his girlfriend pag okay na cya sa trabaho nya, natapos na ang thesis nya, at dito na cya madestino sa manila... so malamang earliest nun e sa May pa po... pero okay lang kasi gusto ko maayos na ang lahat pag pinaalam ko na sa amin at iaannounce ko na sa buong mundo. :D

    Sinabi ko sa kanya na maghihintay ako. :D Pero sabi ko rin na hindi kami magsisihan kung sa process ng paghihintay e may nagustuhan kaming iba. Ganun talaga eh. :D Though he asked me kung pwede ba nyang hawakan ang kamay ko at times....

    Er... okay.... lam mo hindi talaga ako sanay sa hinay hinay... pero oks lang naman.... at least nakakapag-isip-isip ako... Ganito pala ang feeling noh. Paano sanay kasi ako na pag gusto ko na yung tao eh kayo na, yun na yun. :D

    Hay.....

    Cheers!
  • Lioness said on Jan 15, 2007....
    Hihi.. kakakilig naman ng mga tsikahan ninyo!! Naubos na lang yata yung pinabalot ko kay queen at naging pulutan!! Haha...

    Mr_right, ano ka ba, ngayon ka pa nagsisi, tapos na! di bale, andyan lang naman si queen ehh {{{wink}}}. Pero alam niyo ba, may experience me about jan sa grabbing ekek na yan! Ipopost ko lang pag medyo malinaw na uli utak ko na nababalutan ng ulap. LOL


  • mr_right14 said on Jan 15, 2007....
    Uy may experience ako nyan sa MRT!!!
    She grabbed my "manoy".
    Here's the story:
    Inside the train, as you know how congested the train during rush hour in the evening.
    I was standing holding on the bars overhead.
    Something I felt on my butt.
    Someone was sliding his fingers and feeling my butt.
    I thought he was trying to pick my wallet.
    So I looked back and see what he's doing and for him to know that he'll never ever get my wallet or else, he'll get punches and kicks from me, FOR FREE!!!
    But I was shocked, she was a girl, a lady and oh my...she's so pretty.
    And I looked around if I was mistaken and if someone near her was doing such thing on me.
    This girl went on my front.
    I dunno what's on her mind, but what I was thinking, the pickpocketer was hitting on her (due to unsuccessful pickpocket on me).
    And another shock!
    That girl in front of me?
    She grabbed my "manoy" and played with it.
    Nobody saw it since we're like sardines inside the train.
    She's really feeling it until the train unloads station by station
    It was like an oooh and aaah inside the train.
    Still my presence of mind was there.
    It might be a "modus operandi".
    But I enjoyed it. My wallet, cellphone, pc, bag, and some cash on my pocket...nothing was lost or pickpocketed.
    Only the worth of my manoy, grabbed without pay.
    It's a "GRAB 'n' RUN"
    Dapat sana, fineel ko yung butt nya.
    Maybe talagang mainit siya.
    Syang, baba ko pa naman ay taft coming from quezon ave station.
    Ang ganda talaga nya, and the body...oh my...not so booby pero pang ramp model ang katawan which I really like.
    Sana kahit na lang name and contact no. nya nakuha ko and magpakilala ako.
    Para kung at least kapag kailangan nya ng tulong, matatawagan niya ko to ease out the fire.
    Masarap talaga magcommute minsan. hehehe.
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 15, 2007....

    ohmygod grabe ang experience mo!!! talaga grab nya si manoy?!?!?!?!

    hahahaha grab and run nga!!!!

    bat ba ang swerte ni manoy? huwag mo na kasi ipagkait sa mga babae ilabas na si manoy! grabe nato ang pinag uusapan natin.

    dazed: uyyyyyyyy. kakakilig naman. ipost mo kung official na kayo na ha??

     

  • mousenphonic said on Jan 15, 2007....
    It realy sucks not having Soulcast at home and missing out on such a big event.  But as they say, betta late than neva.
     
    ONE BIG (late) HAPPY B-DAY FROM ME!!!!
     
    i hope all your dreams and wishes will come true this year!
     
    Hugs and kisses
     
    <*ms
     
     
  • mr_right14 said on Jan 15, 2007....

    Hindi naman sa ganun.

    There were times na I like the girl but they ignored me.

    Ewan, magulo talaga babae.

    Pakeme na hindi maintindihan.

    Kapag hindi mo pinapansin, hayun lumalapit at kung ano ginagawa sayo.

    Kapag pinansin mo naman, parang hindi ka kilala.

     

    Meron akong experience nung OJT ko.

    There was a lady clerk na cute and walang BF.

    Merong nagkakagusto sa kanya, kadepartment ko.

    This girl, I treat her as my ate, and I'm kinda sweet to her.

    Para talaga kaming magkapatid.

    One time, when I was working, bigla niya kong niyakap.

    And manner ng yakap nya, she was embracing on head, at syempre nagulat ako at humarap.

    Pagharap ko, hayun, nakangudngod mukha ko sa boobs nya.

    Wala nmn pakialam itong si ate.

    Nakita kami ng kasamahan kong may gusto sa kanya.

    Ewan ko kung ano nasa isip nung lalaking yun.

    Basta feel ko selos at inggit ang naramdaman niya.

    Pero ako, ang sarap ng feeling.

    Ang lambot eh.

    Starting that scenario, lalo akong naging sweet sa kanya.

    At yun lagi kaming magkatabi sa company bus.

    She even slept in my arms. Yakap yakap ko naman siya. Hehehe gumanti ba? Pinagkamalan tuloy na kami. At kumalat ang tsismis sa buong company. Marami palang may crush sa babaeng yun. 3 months lang ako dun then some texts pero after a few months wala na kaming contact.

    At lam u ba, mayron kaming dating sofa set na talaga naman memorable sakin, pati lababo namin. (grin)

    Haaay, ang mga ganung experiences talaga ang hirap kalimutan.

    At yung times na nahuli kami ng ka-partner ko but they just ignored what they saw. It was really exciting!

     

  • Lioness said on Jan 15, 2007....
    uhhhmmm... mr_right, hindi pa ba harassment yun? LOL

    I-try ko kaya yan one time no? hahahaha... grabe na to..
  • mr_right14 said on Jan 15, 2007....
    Onga harassment yun. Nginudngod ba naman nya mukha ko sa boobs nya. Dapat pala sinumbong ko sa Management or HR yun. Pero hindi, ate ko yun eh. Tsaka love lang talaga siguro ako nun.
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 15, 2007....
    naks. E yun bang pag nagtatype ka tapos may ipinatest yung officemate mo sa yo, at nakitype sa keyboard at ang pwesto nyo eh prang nakaakap cya, yung parang nagtuturo ng billiards ang pwesto? Harrassment ba yun? joke lang hhahah :D Cute naman cya eh! :D biro lang! 
  • Lioness said on Jan 15, 2007....
    mr_right: naku, mabuti naman at di naipit yung mukha mo sa cleavage niya..Libreng noselift. Haha.. Teka, asan na ang reyna??? Naku mr-right, baka nagseselos na sa mga kwento mo!!! =)

    dazed: grabe ha, yung cologne/perfume guy yan no? Hahaha... that depends naman talaga sa viewpoint mo as a girl.. kung medyo affected ka in a good way, naku, hindi harassment. Pero kung di mo type ang guy kasi kamukha ni bentong, harassment yun! LOL
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 15, 2007....
    hhaha :D ang galing ni Lioness ah! :D Oo yung cologne guy to... hay ang bango talaga nya... :D At alam mo ba, may tinest na naman sa PC ko nung Friday, tapos hindi ko makita yung tinuturo nyo, so sabi ko ituro nya kung nasan sa screen, aba hinawakan ng lolo mo yung mouse at itinuro nga sa screen. at cyempre ganun na naman ang pwesto namin. hahahah :D hay naku...

    mr_right: naku, baka nga nagselos na yun. joke lang... baka nasa klase nya. :D mamya magugulat yun sa dami ng nakasulat dito... ginawa daw bang thread...

    Coffee anyone!?

    Cheers.
  • Lioness said on Jan 15, 2007....
    Whoa?! At inulit pa ha.. tsk, swerte mo, sorrounded ka by cute, sweet-scented men. Dito sa mundo ko, puro married, pero wala me secret crush kahit isa. haha..

    Hi queen!! {{{waving}}}
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 15, 2007....
    at heto pa ha.. i'm mostly working with rockers at artists kasi po eh... You should have seen them when they are playing guitars and singing... grabe as in... Actually apat lang kaming girls sa department namin tapos yung dalawa taken na... hahahah kaya ang swerte namin dito.

    Cheers!
  • Lioness said on Jan 15, 2007....
    Naku ang swerrrrte niyo, nagsasawa ka na pala sa mga kalalakihan diyan?? (LOL, parang pagkain ang tingin sa kanila eh.. hayyy)
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 15, 2007....

    first of all.. mouse thank you for your greeting. its the best gift in the world.

    at second of all hindi po ako nagseselos. hehehehe natutuwa pa nga ako! andaming nagkakainteres kay manoy!!!

    dazed: oo nga pala absent ako. nanood kasi ako ng golden globes!!!

    lioness: hello din!!!! grabe ang saya nyo ngayon ah!!!

    p.s.

    malaki naman boobs ko. mataba kasi ako! hhehehehehe

  • Lioness said on Jan 15, 2007....
    Oo nga queen, flooded na ba etong blog mo?? Sencia na ha, kasi naman, mas masaya dito, may interaction, kahit mababaw mga usapan, pero masaya. =)

    Wow, not the jealous type si queen?? Whew, that's great! Lam mo, mas exciting nga pag papa-ble ang jowa mo, at least it means you got taste. di ba??

    Ok, so ms.QP_Right ka na ngayon ha... =)
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 16, 2007....
    oo nga eh. ang sarap ng feeling pag  papable ang jowa mo... yummy... hahahhaa... ako hindi ako jealous type... kaya nga pag may tumitingin sa kadate ko eh mejo proud ako kasi at least tinitingnan sya.... pero ibang usapan na yan kapag nakikipagflirt na rin cya sa mismong harap ko... :D

    hahhah :D

    Cheers... ang saya ng usapan natin!
  • Lioness said on Jan 16, 2007....
    Ay, tama ka, bawal magflirt ng harap-harapan, baka manghiram ng mukha sa aso ang girlash na yun! (ngek, di daw selosa... sobrang selosa lang! LOL)
  • mr_right14 said on Jan 16, 2007....

    Heto may kwento ako sa inyo.

    I'm not lifting myself up pero totoo naman talaga and I wasn't expecting for it to happen.

    Nung college pa ko, 4th yr college and may GF ako nun.

    Syempre sarap tumambay kapag break and minsan toma muna.

    Lapit lang kasi bilyaran and tomahan sa school namin.

    Dami pang girls na palaban as in palaban.

    Mapapasubo ka talaga sa kanila.

    If they want it, you have to give it or else...haaay KS na sa loob ng bar. KS=Kama Sutra)

    I alays wait for my GF, mas maaga kasi uwian ko. 1:30 earlier.

    So yun tambay, and bilyar muna.

    Laging may tambay dun sa bilyaran, group of girls, mga tourism and hrm girls. And also known for being naughty, liberated and palaban.

    Hayun nagbibilyar kami ng barkada ko ng biglang dumating yang mga group of girls na yan.

    Maya maya dumating yung GF ng kalaro ko. Which was also a friend of my GF.

    That friend sat and watch our game. Then she called me, may sasabihin daw siya kaso hindi ko na pinakinggan kasi ako na yung titira.

    Maya maya pa dumating na yung GF ko. That friend and my GF ang nagusap habang laro parin kami ng kabarkada ko.

    Maya maya bigla akong iniwanan ng GF ko!

    Hala wala akong kaalam alam eh bigla kong iniwan!

    Tapos yun pla, nagselos dun sa group of girls, tingin daw ng tingin sakin habang naglalaro. At yun din pla ang gustong sabihin sakin ng friend na yun.

    Malay ko ba?!

    Eh lagi namang nandun yun!

    Though they once invite me to play with them, and joined them sa laklakan nila. Erotic talaga yung mga yun. One of them was my regret na hindi ko tinuka. But I was able to kiss all of them. It was a game naman na sila rin ang pakana.

    Eventhough, faithful parin ako sa GF ko. Hinabol ko sya. And told her that I was totally clueless of what happened.

    Pero ngayun available po ako. I never had a serious relationship since my graduation. Siya yung last GF ko. We lasted about 3 years and 1 month. Hindi namin naasikaso ang isa't isa since we're both engineers but of different majors. Puro feasibilities and designs. Halos weewee eh pipigilan mo wag lang masayang ang oras. Hinayupak kasing mga professor yun, pinahirapan kami and they were expecting too much on me. Even nga sa board pressured ako dahil sa kanila. They were expecting na makasali ako sa Top list, na halos magbackout ako dahil I was thinking na hindi pa ko gnun ka prepared. Hayun nagtake parin ako dahil sa mother ko. Pinilit ako kaya yun pasado lang ako but I was almost there sa Top. Around 21-30 ang rank ko. Haaaaay sayang.

  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 16, 2007....
     wow, isa ka naman atang henyo mr_right14. grabe ang sarap mo siguro magmahal noh.  di ba sabi mo nga likas ka lang talaga na sweet. minsan kasi pag nakikita ng mga babae na masyadong sweet ang mga boyfriends nila sa ibang girls, ayun naguusok na ang tenga. Minsan naman pagnaiintimidate ang mga babae sa mga tumitingin sa mga bfs nila, ayun sobra rin kung magselos. Ganun talaga. :D hehehhe

    naks naman, senti mode na naman si mr_right14

    Cheers po

  • queenparanoia said on Jan 16, 2007....
    mr_right14 engineer ka??? talaga??? anung klaseng engineer? what a coincidence chemical engineering course ko ngayon!!!
     
    hala. baka may ibig sabihin na ito!
     
    jokejokejoke!!!
  • Lioness said on Jan 16, 2007....
    Uyyyyy queen and mr_right.............. you have something in common! MFEO (made for each other) yata kayo??  =)

    How exciting and sad naman ng story mo mr_right, mahirap din palang maging habulin ng chicks no? Ano kaya ang meron ka na wala yung iba? Hmmm? queen, paki-discover, and let us know. Hehehe.... At least happy ending yung story ng pag-aaral mo noh... Great!

    Naku dazed, tama ka, some girls are really possesive sa bf nila, para bang possession na nila? Kulang na lang takpan mga eyes para wag magwander. Ang di nila alam, the more nilang pinagbabawalan, lalo namang nagwawala ang bf nila.. Kaya nga minsan, masarap inisin mga ganung girls eh.. Haha...
  • mr_right14 said on Jan 16, 2007....

    Huh queen chem eng ka?! Whaaaaatttt!?!

    First choice ko yan, napunta lang ako sa ECE dahil wlang offer na chem eng sa university namin. Gusto ko sanang mag major sa nuclear eh. Nuclear chemistry.

    Ganun Lioness?

    Hindi po sa ganun.

    Ang alam ko lang kung bakit nagkakafling sakin yung mga yun dahil super sweet ako talaga. They fall na akala nila nililigawan ko sila. Natural lang kaya sakin yung sweetness na yun. Kung manliligaw ako, twice or even thrice the sweetness ang ibibigay ko.

    Ang hindi ko alam yung mga mae-L na babae dyan. Nanghaharass ng walang kamuwang muwang. Nananahimik lang ako tapos ginagalit si manoy. Hindi ko alam kung modus operandi o nakiskis lang at naginit na.

     

  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 16, 2007....
    wow, ang ba bright nyo naman! :D Ako kasi eh hindi dapat computer science ang kukunin ko nung college. Dapat talaga either CPA lawyer ako or ECE, though pasado ako sa mga courses na yan sa entrance exam [er, I was actually the top notcher of both exams, yabang!, hindi ko na sasabihin kung saan heheheh] sa isang okay din namang okay na university, yun nga lang, mas pinili ko ang pumasok sa isang pahirap na unibersidad kasi mas kilala cya, yun nga lang computer science ang kinuha ko, kahit sobrang quota course cya at pahirap sa buhay nung college ako.

    Alam mo, naiintindihan ko yang sinasabi mo mr_right, ako rin kasi, sobrang close at sweet ko sa mga guys, wala kasi akong kuya eh, kaya minsan akala ng iba eh nagpapacute ako sa kanila and ends up courting me...

    Hahahah.... uy, meant for each other talaga sila ni Queen. :D

    heheh, actually sabi nga ng mga ex ko, sobrang luwag ko daw na gf eh. Talaga? Lam nyo kung bakit hindi ako mahigpit? Eh ako din naman kasi eh may ginagawang kalokohan hahhahah :D Yun yun eh. Ayaw ko lang na babalik ang sumbat sa akin before. Ewan ko na lang ngayon ha :D

    Cheers!
  • Lioness said on Jan 16, 2007....
    Naku, tama kayong dalawa, pag super duper hyper sweet ang isang tao, most likely, nagkakaroon ng ibang meaning sa other party. Kaya nga ayokong makipagclose sa guys, I mean to the point na yayakapin or hahalikan ka or touching them (medyo may pagka-adik ako sa touching eh, hehehe), kahit in a friendly manner lang, super asiwa me (sorry ha, kj lang yata me..Haha)

    Pero like or not, talagang may taong madaling mahulog sa mga taong sweet, lalo na pag hindi sila parating nabibigyan ng ganong klase ng attention. Eh sino ba naman ang taong ayaw dumikit sa taong kung ituring ka eh special di ba?? In my case, nagiging sweet lang ang guys pag may hidden agendum, that is, kundi crush, type kang ikama. Hay!

    Anyway, not related ang course ko sa college, AB English. =)

    Arayyyyyyy!!! Nilalanggam na ako dito!!! Asan na kaya ang reyna?
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 17, 2007....

    hala hindi ako makarelate sa inyo. wala pa akong boyfriend. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu..

    mr_right14: grabe ece ka pala!!!

    dazed hindi po ako genius katunayan feeling ko 7 years ako sa college dahil andami kong bagsak. tamad kasi ako mag aral kaya eto naiinggit sa mga kaibigan kong may trabaho na....

  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 17, 2007....
    wala pa rin naman akong boyfriend ah! :D hahah... :D

    oks lang po yan. :D sister ko nga eh, ang tagal din sa college BS BIO pa yun ha! :D hahahha :D yung isa ko namang sister nakatatlong shift sa college!

    Oks lang yan! Inuman na lang!

    Cheers!
  • Lioness said on Jan 17, 2007....
    Sinong may bf?? Ha? Sino? Sinooo?

    Ano bang inumin ang available dazed? Penge! Itagay na lang natin yan. hehehe

    queen, matatapos ka rin naman, after nun, di na mahalaga if 5&up ka sa college. =)
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 17, 2007....
    office hours nga pala! :D All I have here is coffee from Mr. Donut! :D hahahah...

    yup, it really doesn't matter if you spent 10 years in college po. Ang mahalaga jan eh kung paano ka dumiskarte pag nagtatrabaho ka na. :D

    Cheers
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 17, 2007....
    sige tagay tayo. pero girls redhorse lang ha. para malakas sipa ayoko ng sanmig light. dyan sa manila puro san mig light kasi yung uso eh. dito sa iloilo redhorse and uso.
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 17, 2007....
    hhah :D I remember nung last time na sobrang nalasing ako, sumuka ako sa banyo ng ex ko. ahahahh :D bad trip talaga yun. Ikaw ba naman, ubusin ang emperador within an hour. Hindi pa naman ako masyadong tumador!


    Cheers!
  • Lioness said on Jan 17, 2007....
    Ay, oo nga, may work pa!

    Redhorse? Game! =) Ako di ko pa na-try yung malasing eh.. hmmmmm...
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 17, 2007....
    tapos meron din na time na nalasing ako ng knti, pag gising ko, nasa same bed kami nung isa kong officemate na guy wahahaha. wala namang nangyari.


    Cheers
  • mr_right14 said on Jan 17, 2007....

    Haay ayoko ng inuman.
    Lagi na lang may regrets.
    Sana ganun, sana ganito haaaaay buhay nga naman.

    Yup sanmig light nga lagi dito.
    Minsan Colt45 pro kung gusto ng mas malakas, Red Horse na nga.
    Hindi ako mahilig sa beer kaya sanmig light ako.
    I'm a hard drinker, ewan ko ba.
    Maraming nagtataka sakin kung bakit malakas akong uminom ng hard kaysa beer.

    On a technical approach, mas malakas ang alcohol content ng hard drinks which is about 80 proof or 40%alcohol.
    Unlike beers na about 12% lang and sanmig light is nasa 7% lang yata.
    Nasusuka ako sa beer kapag marami na kong nainom, ang dami na kasing laman ng tyan ko puro beer pero low alcohol intake pa lang.

    In comparison, let's say a 40% alcohol (Whiskey) 10% alcohol (beer).
    to have a 40ml of alcohol intake,
    you have to take 100ml of Whiskey.
    or 400ml of beer.
    So talagang lolobo tyan mo which makes me vomits.
    Imagine 100 ml whiskey = 400 ml beer.
    Kaya mahina ako sa beer.
    Maliit kaha ko sa tubig pero malaki kaha ko sa alcohol.

    Talking about vomit.
    Haaaay asiwang asiwa ako sa amoy ng patis.
    Since childhood hindi ako tumitikim, o kapag may nagpatis pwede layo mo naman.
    Nasusuka ako kasi sa amoy!
    Grrrrrr!
    Sira kasi appetite ko kapag may gumagamit ng patis.
    Mas mabuti kung ilagay na kagad sa ulam habang niluluto pero kung for sawsawan? Nakupooooooooooo!!!!! Takbo Mr_RiGhT sa kubeta!!!

  • queenparanoia said on Jan 17, 2007....
    ako i like beer better. yung talagang ayaw ko eh gin. pero next post na lang yun may very bad memory ako tungkol sa gin/. teka ba't naging inuman at suka ang mga comments sa post ko?? hehehehehe i like it!!!
  • mr_right14 said on Jan 17, 2007....

    They say pampa-L daw ang Gin. But hindi ko naman ramdam o talagang ma-L na ko? Hmmm.?


    Yan yung tinira namin nung nagspin the bottle eh. Yung kung ma-L ako naku natuhog ko ang magkapatid. Special mention, nung nagsitulugan na at itong lil' sister ang naiwan, ako naglilinis ng sala, then siya nagshower at nung natapos eh, brush ng brush ng buhok sa sala. Ako naman ligpit parin at nahiga muna sa sahig (sala ng kuwarto nila) laki kasi eh tsaka may carpet and hardwood ang flooring. Aba kanina pa suklay ng suklay eh lumapit dun sa upuan na dungaw ko treasure niya. Nakabathrobe lang eh kasi nga kakatapos lang magshower. Yun pala nagpapahiwatig at kanina pa init n init nung nagiinuman pa lang. Malay ko ba! Manhid ako sa mga ganyan eh! (Nalaman ko lang two days after nung nagkausap kami ng ate niya). Nahalikan ko kasi sya one time sa spin the bottle at talagang hinalikan ko kasi siya at medyo humantong sa second base. Siya rin naka second base sakin eh! Pero yung ate niya natikman ko rin ng konti. first base lang. Pero na second base naman ako nung matinding ate na yun.


    Regrets regrets regrets.


    bakit na lang laging ganyan.


  • queenparanoia said on Jan 17, 2007....
    grabe dude magkapatid???? aba saludo na ko dyan!!!
  • Lioness said on Jan 17, 2007....
    Grabe, pati percentage ng alcohol, talagang memoryado mo mr_right?? =)

    Wow, interesting palang magpakalasing ha? Andaming nangyayaring exciting na  kababalaghan! LOL

    Sige, tagay na!! Milkshake na lang akin. =)


  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 17, 2007....
    milkshake? ah magzombie ka na lang or blow job (drinks ang tinutukoy ko ha!) {grin} tapos sabay shooters yung may choco flavor nyam nyam. Hanggang San Mig Light lang ang kaya ng beauty ko pag beer. :D

    Cheers!
  • mr_right14 said on Jan 17, 2007....
    Kaya mga girls, kung may pagnanasa kayo, wag kayong magpakalango sa alak. You might not notice kung ano na pinaggagagawa niyo. Though talagang gusto niyo pero ang pangit kasi eh. I never had sex with a drunk girl. Iba kasi ang feeling kapag hindi lasing and pero willing. Kapag lasing, haaaay parang walang thrill. Kahit yung girl ang may gusto, pero lasing siya so pananamantala parin yun.
     
    Ma-L talaga ang babae, itinatago lang.
     
    May mga barkada ako, at laging kainuman. Nung HS ako, hayun laging inuman and dami ding girls. Aba, showdown ang mga lukaret. Nagmukhang torohan. At isa pa yung mga girls na nakatulog sa sobrang lasing, hayun ginapang ng alakdan at pinagtututusok. Ka-batch namin yung girls na yun ha! Isang barkada rin sila na mahilig maki-hangout samin.
     
    Nung HS din ako, may nakabarkada din kami na mga college. Kabarkada lang talaga namin yung mga tropang lalaki then pinakilala lang samin mga ka-batch nilang babae. Hayun college pumapatol samin. Sinusubukan kami sa kama. Mga haliparot na yun.
     
    At nung college naman, hayan malupit ako nun. Firts year plang ako eh mga 5th yr at 4th yr na tropa ko. Maaga akong namulat sa mga kababalaghang bumabalot sa college life. Andyan yung inuman, kanya kanyang akbay, kanya kanyang lugar at sofa, kanya-kanyang dala ng tsikot tapos yung tsikot ang galing ng hydraulics. Umuuga uga na pawang wala namang nakasakay, kanya-kanyang dala sa motel, sa bahay, sa bahay ng barkada, cumfiesta ika nga. Quickie sa classroom, sa CR, hand job sa library (ito napakathrilling nito). Yun iba naikwento ko na sa ibang posts.
    Isa pa nga pala yung toilet sa bilyaran. Daming nangyari dun.
     
    Pero meron ding awayan, labasan ng kanya kanyang baril, anak siya ni ganto anak siya ni ano. Awayan din ng babae, dahil sa bf nila, minsan dahil lang sa nasapawan siya ng kapwa bababe at hindi siya nakatikim, sabunutan, karerahan, dakdakan.
     
    Haay naku sarap ng college, upo ka lang sa bilyaran, yayayain kang makipaginuman, babae o lalaki, kapag sumama ka naman sa inuman, libre ang table, libre ang GRO, libre ang escort, libre ang babae. Sila rin naman kasi ang may gusto, pero kung hindi ka nila type, idaan mo sa diskarte at kung mahina ka, wala ka na talaga.
     
    Pero kaasar din, dinidiskartehan ka ng bakla. Haaaaayyyyy buhay.
     
    Andyan din yung naglalakad ka tapos titingnan ka ng mga girls. Hehehe. (may poo-poo yata ako sa pwet)
    Andyan din yung ikaw naman ang laglag brief sa naglalakad na babae.
     
     
     
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 18, 2007....
    hahaha mr_right14 grabe talaga mga adventures mo!!! gawing mong post yung pinakalala...
  • yani said on Jan 19, 2007....

    BAT GANUN!

    san ba ako nagpunta at ngayon ko lang to nabasa?

    How come I missed this? 

    Pwede ba, next time na magtipon-tipun  kayo, magpasabi naman kayo? Bakit hindi ko nalaman na may after-party  gathering ka Queen?

    HU HU HU HU................................

     

     

  • Lioness said on Jan 19, 2007....
    LOl Yani, san ka nga ba galing?? Ayun, puro tira-tira na lang ang naiwan!

    Dazed: blowjob na drinks? Hmmm... Interesting!! Masarap ba?

    queen & Mr_right: getting to know each other silahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... uyyy... =)
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 19, 2007....
    Lioness. ahm ata. :D I haven't tried pa po yun eh... both of 'em. {grin}. What I had was a zombie eh at Blue Lagoon out of curiosity. Pero try mo, mejo popular ata rin yung bj na drinks eh. Pero I think yung bj na drinks is parang pomelo with gin with I dunno what else... :D


    Yani. LOL. where have you been girl!?

    Cheers.
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 19, 2007....
    yani naman invited ka naman eh. huwag ka na magrcry...
     
    lioness friends lang po kami! once again showbiz answer.
     
    dazed mas masrap yung teqquila sunrise.orange juice at saka tequila!!!
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 19, 2007....
    ah sige try ko yung tequila. Nga pala hindi kami tuloy ni Jason sa sunday, pero bukas oo tuloy kami. May kailangan cyang asikasuhin sa Sunday. So ang kasama ko sa Sunday would be Marc, college friend ko na former lab partner ko heheh... baka makasama ko rin si Jon.

    Balak sana naming maging maghousemate ni Marc eh. :D Sana. Housemate ha, not live in partners... :D

    Cheers
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 19, 2007....
    grabe busy talaga weekends mo!!! naku ha behave ka dazed ha!!! daming boys! too many boys so liitle time!!!
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 21, 2007....
    I'm back! :D

    I'm back! :D I was pretty behave the whole time. Though we made a little detour at Marc's room {wink}. Just kidding. I wouldn't do that to Jason. But I indeed visited Marc's room. It was pretty clean if you asked me, not to mention that I was the first ever visitor there hahah... :D

    I'll probably post all about it later.

    Cheers!
  • yani said on Jan 21, 2007....

    Dazed:   san ang post mo about Jason? yung Latest?

                    syit! ang gulo ng SC, kung san-san ako napapadpad! 

                    Dapat talaga i-text nyo ako pag magpost kayo eh :)

     

  • Lioness said on Jan 21, 2007....
    hahaha... mukhang confused din si yani. LOL

    behaved daw.... owwwws? hehehe... sige, read ko post na yun..


  • queenparanoia said on Jan 22, 2007....
    hehehehehe dazed parang masaya yata weekend natin??? hehehehehe basahin ko mamya post mo.
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 22, 2007....

    ahm hindi ko pa po naiipost yung my so unamazing weekend. Try ko later in LIFE. inform ko po kayong lahat! :D

    Sinong may YM jan? kung gusto nyo, bigay ko ang YM ko! :D haha

    Cheers!

  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 22, 2007....
    Im back. Okay I've posted that WEEKEND. hahahah :D
     
    okay here it is....
     
    enjoy the post! Have a great night. I am going to meet my sister in the mall... again....offf.. LOL See ya tomorrow!
     
    Cheers!
  • Lioness said on Jan 22, 2007....
    aha! huli kayo.. baka di na kayo mag-communicate dito ha? =)

  • queenparanoia said on Jan 22, 2007....
    ok naadd nakita!!!
  • yani said on Jan 22, 2007....
    Anong YM ID gusto nyo? yung legit or yung for-fun? he he he
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 23, 2007....
    im back hehehe.... hello people. I thought I was going to call it a day. Thankfully, the pain on my side is now gone. PMS.
     
    Cheers
  • kruuyai said on Jan 25, 2007....
    Happy Birthday!  Sorry I'm 12 days late.  This post is almost like another birthday party... you have so many people dropping in to wish you well!   Be happy every day of the year, my dear.
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 25, 2007....
    thank you kruuyai!!!

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