I am at the beginning - new to blogging.
My purpose it to try and figure out how I got to where I am today and I guess to find some peace of mind. The point is I'm in a place I never thought I would be, and I need to find a way of making the most of it.
This summer I moved into the front portion of a home that is owned by my ex mother in law and her new husband. My ex husband is currently living in an RV out back. We have three children between the both of us.
My mother in law and her husband are wonderful, and there is definately a sense of community here. The problem you may image, is my ex. He is a womanizer who doesn't pay child support. He appears to care more about partying and getting layed then he does about his children or me. Now after a few months I am wondering what lessons can I learn from living this way?
Of course I am capable of supporting myself and the children, with or with out his help. I've been doing excactly that for the last 12 years. I've left him before. Our last separation lasted more then 8 years. So why did I come back to all this?
