I know its probably the little girl in me that thinks this and can't be convinced otherwise but the only thing I can wonder right now is why neither of my parents wanted me? My father disowned me at 14, my mother has made it very clear throughout my life that I'm the one that makes the other two look bad. Was it such a bad thing to try and succeed and be better?

 

I don't understand but I don't think I ever will either. Its enough to simply have a child. I guess some people think that you don't have to love them too. I guess I just couldn't live down to their standards. She always had a different set of standards for her kids anyway. I had to live up to perfection. The other two, merely had to have a job or finish high school. Shitty grading scale isn't it?