I had my first ultrasound.Oh my gosh it was so exciting...I got to see the baby.It is so unbelievably tiny!!! I found out I am 8 weeks and 2 days.The most awesome part was hearing the heartbeat! It was just like it is in the movies...that whoosh, whoosh sound.That is a moment I will never forget.It is so amazing.
I was feeling pretty low that day,just yucky.And from the moment I saw and heard the baby, everything in the world was ok.I just remember laying on the table and looking at the baby on the monitor and thinking..."This baby depends on me for everything.I am this baby's world." I cried a little.And I promised the baby I would take care of him.
Driving home,I was in a little daze.I was just thinking about how much my life has changed in the last 2 weeks.Motivations,people and purpose have all changed.I promise not to stress myself out.I promise not to let people who don't even matter, upset me.I promise to take care of myself.And most of all, I promise to look toward the future with optimism and hope and not dwell on the past.I promised all of these things to God and to the baby He has entrusted to me.
