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how many men can you have in your head at once?

00purple666 posted on Jan 09, 2007 | views: 131 | Tags: life, love, emotions, friendships, relationships

For those of you who thought this was going to be pervy...shame on you lol..This is actually a serious question...I have escaped the depressive state I was in last year but a few things are still floating around in my head! Motorbike man.......I know I will never have the relationship with him that I want but I still Love him and probably always will this I have come to accept....He has many issues and problems and only he can make himself happy! so that's one person in my head! The second is Someone I met prior to motorbilke man..I've known him about 4 years I shall call him Mr Dude..He is one of the most genuine,friendly sexiest men I have ever met..I never thought I'd have a chance with him so I kept my feelings to myself, the one time that I was going to tell him he announed he had started seeing someone! After about 2 years I did tell him but lied and said I was over it! that wasn't strictly true as there are still feelings there but I have become an expert at hiding them! I don't even know if a relationship would work as I want kids and I don't think he does but why won't the feelings go? (looking back motorbike man has a similar look too Mr Dude..Coincidence?) I have realized I don't seem to find many men that I am really drawn to/ find attractive and get on with so when I like someone I like them alot! I am fed up of however only ending up being their friend!..The more it happens the more disheartening it gets...More recently I decided to give man called Guitar man a chance he wasn't my usual type but I thought he was worth it how wrong I was he turned out to be a user in disguise but when it all went pear-shaped I realised I liked him more than I thought My problem is Is by the time I usually realise I like someone I am in the friend zone and thus no one wants to risk ruining that for a relationship! I would rather give things ago as I have the ability to remain friends if things didn't work out! I have always got on better with males but sometimes I wish I had more female friends! Another male I will call Mr silver is very much unavailable and comes with many complications so nothing could ever come of it but that's still there! I hope I haven't sent anyone to sleep with my wafflings it's just what is on my mind right now! I haven't had a really meaningful relationship for about 5 yrs and to be honest I am starting to want more..(Nor am I a slapper as I don't do one nighters) But I want more than a brief relationship that lasts under 6 months! I just don't want to end up like one of those dear old lady spinsters with 100cats and a budgie...lol ok on that note I'm off to make a hot chocolate and feed my kitty cat x hugs to all

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silverwhisper said on Jan 09, 2007....
well, i think everyone's been attracted to people that are unavailable, so please don't beat yourself up over it.

so what precisely is stopping you from pursuing the fellow w/ the bike? is it possible he's harboring some feelings for you that he's concealing, too?

btw, nice to see you posting here again, purple. :>

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evillinclinations said on Jan 10, 2007....
Oddly, I can only seem to see one at a time. I think I'm alone in this.....but it is useful, it keeps me out of trouble. Hhm....at one point, it seemed like I was only attracted to men who were totally unavaliable, and someone (I can't remember who) told me that usually means there's something unavaliable in the attracted person.....Don't know if that has any sort of meaning to you...Personally, I think relationships work better when people are friends first. It's a lot easier to communicate that way...
I hope you feel better. :)

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