Hi ET, sorry this is hard for you. I can feel your ache.
I hope it all works out for you. That yearning feeling can be so difficult to deal with.
love shekinah
ET...i am really sorry for your pain.
Its a cold place where you are now....but at least you know for sure you are loved even in her absence, you are remembered and desired and dreamed even if she doesnt tell you so right now...
the computer can be such a hateful empty useless box when it cant be used to reach who we really want to reach...
but be patient...why dont simply savor her absence to better taste her presence again? Anticipation builds only a bigger pleasure...:-)
You know its only a matter of days...Use this time to prepare for your new reunion...collect poems to send her, wrote poetry for her, make pictures so she will see them
there is a lot to do also in the waiting, in the separation
i know because i have been in your place so many times...:-)..
[hug}
{{hugs}} it's so hard to be separated this time of year.
keep busy. and keep her close in your mind. And time will pass.
This is the first I've been able to get online in a few days. Mad holiday rush, and all... And though I've received emails from Alyss and replied, we are now into the phase where communication will be difficult, as she said.
But I can still send her my love... =)
<Closes eyes and sends her a heartfelt warm embrace>