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I'm missing someone very special.
 
I find myself struggling with words this morning, trying to express how I feel.  I'm missing my soulmate.  I'm missing the little things that mean so much to me.  Glancing over to see if my soulmate is online so we can talk or chat.  Hearing her voice, hearing her laugh.  Checking my email to see if she's had time to write.  Looking to see if she's posted anything that I can read online. 
 
It'll be a while before I can hear her voice again.  I'm trying to be strong.  She has her own life to live, her own family to be with, just as I have my own.  But I am missing her terribly...  I just hope she is enjoying the time with her family, enjoying the holidays.
 
I see her when I close my eyes, but it's not enough.  I hear her voice in the back of my head, but it isn't the same...
 
And I know that she'd tell me I'm obsessed because of all of this. <wry grin>  And I'd admit that I am.  I couldn't, wouldn't deny it...
 
But at least I feel her in my heart and in my soul.  I know my love for her is strong and true.  She completes me.  Even if we can't communicate, I know she's there.  And she knows I am here.
 
I will be strong.  And I will wait...


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  • MissMimi said on Dec 21, 2006....
    You've touched my heart, EvilTwin. I understand.
  • husbandhater said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Eviltwin I'm checking in and I see your missing ur soulmate. Dude are you having a blogging affair  
    LOL. I'm so touched. I wish someone would feel that way about me. Keep reaching out Someone special will come back. Shes just probably busy.
  • silverwhisper said on Dec 21, 2006....
    patience, ET. so much will be answered in a short time. as someone recently reminded me, sometimes it's about perspective, no? :>

    ed
  • EvilTwin said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Thank you all.  I know where she is.  I knew she wouldn't be able to log on for a while.  It's not a surprise.  And I know, silver.  Thanks...
     
    As for a blogging affair, hh (may I call you hh?)...  There is a lot more to it than that.  I love her.  Plain and simple.  But we each have our own lives and our own families to deal with.  We've both written about it on our respective blogs...
  • unsatisfied said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Life can be so unfair sometimes can't it? I wish everything could just work out the way it is supposed to. I'm not the best person to give advice, but I am a great listener, so whenever you just need to be heard I'm around.
  • shekinah said on Dec 21, 2006....

    Hi ET, sorry this is hard for you. I can feel your ache.

    I hope it all works out for you.  That yearning feeling can be so difficult to deal with.

    love shekinah

  • gingersoul said on Dec 21, 2006....

    ET...i am really sorry for your pain.

    Its a cold place where you are now....but at least you know for sure you are loved even in her absence, you are remembered and desired and dreamed even if she doesnt tell you so right now...

    the computer can be such a hateful empty useless box when it cant be used to reach who we really want to reach...

    but be patient...why dont simply savor her absence to better taste her presence again? Anticipation builds only a bigger pleasure...:-)

    You know its only a matter of days...Use this time to prepare for your new reunion...collect poems to send her, wrote poetry for her, make pictures so she will see them

    there is a lot to do also in the waiting, in the separation

    i know because i have been in your place so many times...:-)..

    [hug} 

  • Jenna said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Oh Et... you know she is near... she is here....God I wish you two would somehow find your way to each other...maybe this year...the new year....God bless.... I always believe in happy endings... (((hugs)))
  • secretlife said on Dec 21, 2006....

    {{hugs}}  it's so hard to be separated this time of year. 

    keep busy.  and keep her close in your mind.  And time will pass.

  • Zayda said on Dec 22, 2006....
    {{ET}}

    She's always with you, even when you can't hear her or see her.  I know it's especially hard to be separated this time of year.

    I wish you and her a Merry Christmas
  • silverwhisper said on Dec 22, 2006....
    amen to that, super z.

    ed
  • EvilTwin said on Dec 22, 2006....
    Thank you all again.  I'm overwhelmed at the replies here...  I know she is with me.  I can feel it.  I can feel her in my soul...
     
    We did manage to talk for a time this morning.  =)    It was a wonderful unexpected surprise.  It made my heart sing.  And we said our Happy Christmas wishes.  I think I can face the separation a little better now.  Silly isn't it?...
  • Zayda said on Dec 22, 2006....
    It's not silly at all, ET, not at all.

    I have to tell you that hearing that the two of you managed to talk and your heart is singing really makes me smile.
  • Alyss said on Dec 23, 2006....
    I too am slightly taken aback by everyone's comments so thank you.

    Now we really are into the whole no communication phase until into the New Year and it's difficult, very difficult.
  • silverwhisper said on Dec 23, 2006....
    you shouldn't be, alyss. :>

    ed
  • husbandhater said on Dec 23, 2006....
    et my love where have u gone no words fromu
  • Zayda said on Dec 23, 2006....
    {{Alyss}}

    As Silver said, you shouldn't be surprised at the comments and the well wishes.  
  • EvilTwin said on Dec 26, 2006....

    This is the first I've been able to get online in a few days.  Mad holiday rush, and all...   And though I've received emails from Alyss and replied, we are now into the phase where communication will be difficult, as she said.

    But I can still send her my love...  =)

    <Closes eyes and sends her a heartfelt warm embrace>

  • thetappingman said on Dec 23, 2007....
    It's hard to get into the Christmas spirit when your missing someone. The Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT) helps you clear emotional issues using a gentle form of 'emotional acupressure'. This article explains how to apply EFT when you are missing someone this Christmas.

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