all day all i wanted to do was write.  all day.  that's it.  maybe it's because my day was filled with excellent material and that led to my consistent desire to document it.  that's probably why.  it could also just have been a busy day for my thoughts.  that sometimes happens.  or maybe it was just a plain and simple want.  i guess why doesn't even really matter here. 
it seems unfortunate to me that i don't have a stenographer.  because it happens to be the case that i need one.  maybe one day if i make enough money i'll hire one.  my own personal stenographer would be so much fun. 


client (written long hand as "clt") reports no (written long hand as "o" with "/" through it) paranoia or delusions although did exhibit delusional thought when stating "we're in the white house and ronnie's acting up again."  client (again, "clt" if this were being hand written) also exhibited poor impulse control, smacking a peer in the back of the head.  the incident was unprovoked.  staff spoke with (written long hand as "c" with a "--" over it...symbols sometimes don't make any good sense) client and reminded client of facility rules.  client could provide no coherent explanation for the incident.  client was put on building restriction.  client remains to refuse going to groups despite staff's encouragement.  client reports medication ("meds"...not one of the "sometimes") is making him sick.  client continues to deny mental illness.



i guess i did write today.




i've come up with a brilliant idea to make a million trillion gazillion dollars.   i'm going to write to nbc, or maybe even hbo..yeah, that's it..i'm going to write to hbo and pitch them the idea of turning my job into its very own reality television show.  we'll make millions.  america will be enthralled.  schizophrenics will gain notoriety and each client will have their very own fan-base.  staff members will be loved and hated, respectively and mental heath rehabilitation centers will begin to reign in the ratings.  people at home will begin to relate, to the clients and their situations, to the staff and their situations.  they've never received entertainment like this on television before.  they won't know what to do.  they can't keep their eyes away from the television.  it will become an anticipated weekly event for all the sane people living in normality. 

and slowly they'll start to take over the world.  ahhh hahahaha. 




sorry.  i just kind of freaked out up there.  i was just kidding.  schizophrenics are not going to take over the world.  god forbid.  but i do think we should have our own reality tv show.  you have no idea how much fun it would be to watch. 



i enjoy never ceasing amazement as a result of them. 







dave eggers still happens to be a man made of magic and a heartbreaking work of staggering genius still happens to be a book written by a man made of magic.  you also, in my silly opinion, still happen to owe yourself the purchase and read of the book written by a man made of magic.  people.  i tell no lies. 


ok.  my hands are officially cold and i'm not sure, but i think my feet are numb.  my hair, though, smells exceptional. 




you.  rock.  my.  (non-existent).  socks.