All my life, I've known myself to have good and cute looks to the extent that girls will approach me. But I felt those glory days are over...when girls are swarming me.
I remembered when I was a teenager and I was subscribing to a local magazine and they posted my picture on one of the monthly magazine.
Guess what!!
A few days later and a few months later, I've received not less than a dozen of letters.
Weird...there are even boys who send me letters. Well, maybe those boys are genuinely looking for a friend. I hope so. But the majority are teenage girls. It was great writing letters at least it improve my writing skills. It really did.
I felt this superiority when girls are the one who approached me.
Then I went to college and there are a number of girls who showed interest in me. Again, I felt this superiority. But, common sense would say that you would not appreciate something that comes to you easily and you will want something else that you don't want. Like the hottest girl in college that you could not get. Awwww, it's like why girls that I'm not interested comes to me while I just can't get that girl I want.
Today, there are still girls who got my number and start calling me just to talk with me without a purpose and giving me hints to ask them out. I took them for granted.
Now, I realised that good looks can't get me everything.....say, "the best of the best" girl in town.
I've been in and out of some mild depression regretting treating those girls (who like me) for granted.
If I could go back to my glory days again...
