I had a wonderful relationship for over 5 years. But finally i realized that something missing. I can't really laughed with him. When i felt worried or upset he will try to cheered me up, but I think he didn't really try to understand.We had a long distance relationship (for 3-4 years) so when we met shouldn't we talk to each other to share our feelings all night long? It didn't happen. Sometimes we just sit together in my dormitory and watch tv. I'm tired to always start the conversation. Suddenly the chemistry just dissapeared and i can't imagine to spent my life with him anymore. So I decided to let him go. First, he didn't want to accept it. He said he don't understand my reason. I try to explained but he still couldn't understand it. BUt finally he can let me go. I know it sounds silly coz i've been together with him for half decade and i just realized how "uncomfortable" my love life with him. Please don't be mistaken. He is a great guy. He is loyal, honest, good looking ;p dependable, love his family, my mom love him and i know he love me so much. I love him so much too. Honestly he is my first love. But enough is enough. So about 3 months ago i dated with someone else( we broke up for almost 6 months) and i just knew that he had dated someone else too for almost 1 month. I tought at last he can find a new love and he can get over me. Finally i'm not feeling guilty anymore. But yesterday when he saw my pict with my new boyfriend at friendster, he sms me. He asked me whether i'm happy or not and that he can't love someone else as mush as he love me. Damn..I feel so bad right now. HOw can i feel so happy and so in love with someone else right now, but away from here there's someone that i had love before still stuck in his misery..Gosh why can he just hate me. I'm such a jerk.. :(