Nothing about my day today, except i finally got my learners permit and state ID. I want to talk about my sister instead. My sister is not your average person. She wants responsibility but doesnt want to be held responsible for her mistakes so she tries to come up with reasons that it isn't really her fault like bad parenting, or childhood problems or mental illness. She claims to have bipolarism,(that might be true) and that my parents did their job poorly (I can attest to the falsness of that accusation, my parents have always been very loving to both of us.) and the other claim that she makes is the one i need to talk about. She claims that when she was a child she was taken into a dark alley and molested by a girl at school, at least thats what happened when she first told the story. The next time i heard it she was taken into a band room vs. the alley and molested. Next it was something that happend more than once, then she wasnt molested by a girl but raped by two boys in an apartment about 3 blocks away, then, and this is the story she was going by till i heard the one i'll mention later, she was molested repeatedly in the band room and was raped by the two boys. I have heard her tell this story to many people but here is the part she always leaves out. When we were in that same appartment complex it was found out that she had been molesting her little sister and some of their church friends. The little sister was me, i mentioned the 'game' she played with to a friends parent and that was how she was found out. I was thinking about this today and realized that the time she claims she was raped was the same time she was caught, and that she was claiming the people she molested were her 'girlfriends' and they were the ones doing the molesting. I was completely furious when i found out that she had twisted the story like that. Up till today i had always given her the benefit of a doubt that at some time she might have actually been molested, maybe because it gave her a reason to do what she had done, but now i just dont know what to think. Anyways, i'm sitting here watching TV now and I'll probably go to bed soon.

                                                                    ~Tigger