Everyone has a different opinon on life and mine is there is really no point to life. We sit here on this planet hoping for nothing else to go wrong when everyone know somethings bound to happen. In some ways life isn't all bad but for the most part i would have to say it is. There is heartbreak, pain, and most of all suffering. It's human nature to try to protect themselves from the hurt that the rest of the world is going through. I know at least i try to protect myself from alittle bit of what is happening. I have even tried to protect my friends because i hate to see them go through the same pain that i went through because it's not easy to get through. I have met so many different people that either live in fantasie or become this robbot that fights everything off by everything having a logical answer like a math problem, but life it isn't a math problem. Then there are the people like me who daydream of things we wish we could have but we come back to reality and see what is truely there infront of us. Can anyone protect us from this life? No I really don't think so. Life is a battle that no one, in my opinion, can win. I see all these people that go to church or just beleive in a God but don't act on anything, or there are people that refuse to beleive that a God actrully exsists. I really don't know if there is a God, i use to beleive in him until i realized there is no proof that he actrully exsist other than a feeling. When i beleived in,this so called person,God I didn't live any better of a life than i live now. If i have to say i actrully live a better life now. Yes, it's always ok to pretend that there is another life forse that controls your life , but i see that as just an excuse to blame somebody when life gets you down or to praise someone when life goes good. It shouldn't be that way, people should be able to be there own person and not have to follow any laws of a God. I know of so many stories where there parent turns to religion and goes insane. I really don't know what to beleive anymore. i know everyone has there mindset opinions and that my idea of life and people could be different but really what is the joy in life? The idea of just being born or the specialty that if you look at things positively that things just might turn out ok. Both of my parents beleive in this so called God but i can see from the example the set that you can't always be happy no matter how hard you try. my father tries so hard to have this perfect imaginary life, that i know doesn't even come close to being true! I actrully feel sorry for the people who pretend that everything in life is peachy-kine, because someday they are going to relize there is no such thing. well that would be my opinion for now.
Love, Barbie90210



