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Something Draws Me…

Frlncwrtr posted on Dec 09, 2006 | views: 687 | Tags: intuition, sixth sense, weird feelings, life, a sixth sense, Life grabber, psychism, police intuition, have to ask, danger, premonition, HUH, senses, strange feelings, oh yeah I forgot

Something draws me to (and away from) dangerous situations. My future wife calls this ‘power’ that I have, a ‘gift.’

Whenever I get the feeling that we should not go somewhere, or do something, and I do not heed my own thoughts, something bad happens. It has proven true time after time, and because of it, FutureWife has told me to always tell her when I get this feeling. Now it is something that I always do.

Similarly, I often know when someone is in a dangerous situation and, or in dire need of help. Today, I logged into Soulcast and was going to comment as I usually do, on blogs on the first page.

But this time, something told me to look beyond and I did. As I scrolled the pages, I came across posts from a new Soulcaster that is in a very dangerous situation, and I made my suggestions. A short while later, I returned to Soulcast and did the same thing. This time I came across someone looking for help for her children.

During my many years as a police officer, I often avoided walking blindly into dangerous situations, saving myself from what probably would have resulted in very bad things, simply by following my own feelings.

At these times I would alter my point of entry, wait for back-up officers when possible, or if I had reached the point of no return, and suddenly realized the situation was going to turn to shit, I’d know because my service weapon would suddenly be in my hand.

My superior officers always told me that what I had is called, police intuition. Something that they said takes several years to develop. Strangely, in my personal life, I very often failed to heed the messages from these feelings that I would get.

Conversely, I get thoughts that things are going to be great about certain situations. I now heed those thoughts too. If we are planning to go somewhere, we go on that day because when we do, everything falls perfectly into place, and I do mean everything!

I’ve always thought about this ‘gift’ that I supposedly have, and wonder if other people possess it, or anything similar. FutureWife has something similar, but her feelings are not nearly as intense as mine are. She is the one who really got me to realize that I have this ‘gift,’ and urged me to pay attention to it, and the warnings that it sends me.

I know…it sounds crazy, but it happens very often.

Does anybody have this, or know anything about this kind of thing?



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  • silverwhisper said on Dec 09, 2006....
    i generally don't have that kind of ability, although i have definitely had premonitions.

    ed
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....
    I guess premonitions fall within that line, Ed.  Do you have them often?
  • writerspirit said on Dec 09, 2006....
    Call it what you will, these warnings or intuitions should not be ignored. Many people believe these messages are delivered by your guardian angel(s). They can be tiny flashes of insite or full-out premonitions and when you ignore them it suddenly becomes very clear that someone or something is trying to get your attention.
    I have had these experiences most of my life. At first I thought they were just a sort of de ju vou but the more attention I gave them the more prevelent they became.
    Having said that, there was a dark period in my life where I refused to listen to, or see any of these warnings. Believe me that was the worst period of my life!
    Keep your mind open to whatever these "messages" are and you will almost always be ahead of the game.
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    WS:  I really know what you mean!  As I said in the original post, I have learned with a little help to follow the messages that these feelings give me.

    Like you there was quite sometime, in my personal life where I did not pay much attention to these things.  As I started to, they became more prevelent to me as well.

    Thanks for your detailed comment.  It is much appreciated! :)

  • copsunited said on Dec 09, 2006....
    Freelance..I am very much alive today from many such instances. An intuition that says..um..don't go through that door..watch out for such and such today, I could tell you hundreds of incidents..ALL with that positive result. I was an interviewer..interrigator if you will. it was my intuition and knowldege of people that told me..lie, truth..etc. All paart of the same ilk..
     
    In essence..yup..others have it too..JD
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Thanks Cops!

    Yes, I failed to mention that too, the interview/interrogation part, and the lies that came with it that were always there glaring in my face.

    It's good to know that others have it too.  At least this way, I do not feel like I am losing my mind! :)

  • GroundedMystic said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Pretty much sums everything up for me. I live my life by these feelings. How do you think I found out my bf wasn't on the level? I trust these feelings more than I trust the evening news. Mine is less wired towards threatening situations and more towards opportunity but I think that's the nature of my life path.

    I just have the knack for being exactly in the right place at the right time and getting a lot of breaks in life. I seem to be about 10mins ahead of the industry in my career and it allows me to carve out a niche for myself. I couldn't function without this trusty guidance system.

    A lot of people call it spirit guides and guardian angels but I personally prefer to think of it as part of me. I'm comfortable with it and don't need to externalise it in that way. I also actively cultivate it by tuning in several times a day and never make a major decision without referring to it first.

    I can't in all honesty say I've listened to this and ended up in a bad space. I've ignored it and ended up in plenty of bad spaces though...

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    G.M:  Like you, when I've ignored it, I've ended up in plenty of bad situations/places, but never when I listen to it.

    Interesting, it's the same way I caught my ex-wife screwing around, except that I let her continue the emails, Instant Messages (of all types), and the sort because by then, I simply didn't give a rat's ass about her and really wanted her to hang herself. 

    I copied and pasted her Intenet activities into a nice little document in case I needed it for court.  Really what I did was hand her a noose, which she promptly through around her neck.

    In the end, how sweet it was, and STILL IS!

    What she gave me was a real blessing, my FutureWife!

    Thanks for your input! :)

  • moonriver said on Dec 09, 2006....

    moonriver confucius say: all people have six and seventh senses, but use of these senses come naturally and effortlessly to only a small number. in this regard, you truly gifted -- frlncwrtr, cops, mystic, writerspirit. me not so sensitive. preoccupation with "here and now" often blunts my "sight and smell" for deeper time-space reality we all rush through. need more soul exercise today :-)

     

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    moonriver confucius:  Good Luck to you in getting the soul excercise you need today.

    Until now I never really realized this to be a true gift.  I just know we refer to it that way. :)

  • sigroid75 said on Dec 09, 2006....
    yeah i think more of it as police intuition. God bless you Lance! and my congratulations on your coming wedding day!:-)
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Thank you Sigroid!

    Long time no see.  Glad you are still around! :)

    Hows things?

  • GroundedMystic said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Ok so now I have to compare notes.....

    In the early days of you and the ex did you get any hint that this wasn't going to end well? In the first 3 days of meeting my ex-b he said when he broke up with his ex he was really hurt. I felt sick to my stomach for like 2 seconds and thought gee that's really weird.

    In hindsight it was my bullshit-o-meter going off the charts but I didn't make the connection.  Of course when it all turned ugly that moment came flooding back with alarming clarity. My body had said "holy hell run now" and my logical mind had said "What? He didn't say or do anything bad". Now I'm more willing to listen to my body and to hell with the mind. When something hits that hard there's no question about it. Walk.

    How about you?

  • Mamie said on Dec 09, 2006....
    i know what you mean! Yea, I call it being "awake"...happens all the time! I count on it...Mamie
  • shekinah said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Hi there, wow. it sounds like you are very very in tune with your intuition. We all have intuition but most of us don't heed it, i guess.  It's fabulous that you use yours and it's working so well in your life.  Good on you.

    love Shekinah

  • mobil said on Dec 09, 2006....
    Fritz: This that you're talking about, I think it comes to many
    from being in dangerous situations. I don't know about
    guardian angels, that may well be.
     
    I think one who has sniffed around in very dangerous
    situations awakens this sense. I think we all have it, some
    never use it, never had to. I think too that some are just born
     with this sense being more acute.
     
    Those that have used it, bring it to life and enhance it's
    capabilities. That's my take on it. thanks
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    G.M:  How about me?  I agree completely.  Thinking back, I remembered how shortly after meeting my ex, I thought, something is just not right.  But, not being able to put my finger on it at the time, I just dismissed it as me being a little suspicious.  Then when doomsday hit, wow, did it come back to me then.!

    I guess I had a bullshit-o-meter too!

     

    Mamie: 'Awake' sounds like a good term to me, one that I am always in- tune with now...I took me long enough to awaken! 

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Thanks Shekinah! :)

     Yes, now I am in tune, thanks to my future wife's urges to pay closer attention to it.

    But, for a long time like most, I didn't heed it, except as far as my job was concerned.  I suppose that was because of a heightened awareness that comes from the nature of the job anyway.

     

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Mobil:  Yeah that is more or less what I just said to Shekinah. 

    I do think that I was born with this sense being more acute, as you said.  However, I still did not use it until I had to.  Then, I only used it when I had to.  It took someone else to wake me up, and make me pay closer attention to it at all times.

    Thanks for your insight!

  • LadyGamer said on Dec 09, 2006....
    I do have intuition, though often I will be in a situatioon where I CANNOT heed it. My children and friends have experienced my ability to simple know things. Often I do not even notice I have done so.
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    Yes, LadyGamer, it seems from the comments that this 'intuition' is more prevelent than I had previously thought.

    Thinking about what you have said, I do remember times that I seemed to instinctively know things, and have reacted accordingly, without really being aware of it at the time.  Like you, others have told me about it later on.

  • FaithfulDisciple said on Dec 09, 2006....
    Gifts are given to certain individuals not only for their own benefit but are meant to be used for the good of many.  Your strong sense of premonition (things to come) is a unique ability found only in highly psychic individuals.  It would do well if you heed your own intuition when trying to assess delicate situations involving your family and friends.  You must remember to use your special gift wisely or risk losing it entirely.
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 09, 2006....

    FD:  As always, thank you for your vast knowledge of such matters!

    I do use it wisely...now.  No longer do I ignore these strong messages sent to me.  I always use them in situations that involve family, friends, those closest to me.  Often I am asked, "What do you think?  Do you have any feelings on this or that?" 

    In the past couple of years, I think I have been able to develop this intuition to an even higher degree.

  • GroundedMystic said on Dec 09, 2006....
    LG: I'm curious...what situations are there in which you can't follow your intuition?
  • LadyGamer said on Dec 09, 2006....
    Work situations where to do so would incite repercussions in the office politics and thus jeopardise my ability to feed my children. Situations where I have prior obligations and those involved simply refuse to listen to my advice.
     
    Actually, I attribute my intuition to a great deal of my ability to survive. I often simply know that things will even out and thus find the strength to persevere. It plays well into my natural ability to move silently.
    I set my feet aright.
  • Blindsided_by_Life said on Dec 10, 2006....
    yeah I really do know what you mean and I dont know why but even if I had a bad feeling about something like walking down an alley ect. I would anywhere just because I dont want to live my life in fear but a couple times it did end up getting me screwed so maybe I should starting lissening to my senses
  • GroundedMystic said on Dec 10, 2006....
    LG: I forgot about office politics. I've been out of the corp world for five years now and I don't miss it. Actually it's been my intuition which has kept me out of that arena for so long. Telling to me to start my own biz instead.
  • Ariene said on Dec 10, 2006....
    One day I had a dream where a hand reached down from the heavens and I heard my grandfather's voice telling me someone close to me was going to die. I told several people, who just brushed it off. Two days later, my aunt was rushed to the hospital and died about a week later. A year later, I had a dream about another relative whom I hadn't spoken to in probably 25 years. I had an urge to call immediately, because I was worried. Of course, that relative died of cancer within months. This happened four times before I decided not to call people I had dreams about that I hadn't spoken to in a long time. As for everyday intuition, I only have it when I can think clearly and am not concerned about money, relationships, etc. in my personal life. For me, it's mainly dreams that give me insight as to what might happen.
  • silverwhisper said on Dec 10, 2006....
    freelance: no, i have had them only ever once in a blue moon and since my youth, even less often. it's strange: the only way i can explain it is that it's basically like seeing a 2-5 minute clip of video footage. the annoying thing is that it's only ever about relatively inconsequential things. it's most peculiar.

    ed
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....
    BbL:  Yes, It looks like you have a 'gift' too.  I would not take it so lightly.  I would start listening to your senses because it is better to LIVE, than to not live at all because of unwillingness to live in fear. :)
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Ariene:  Personally, I think a lot of people have light to strong powers, premonitions or incrediably strong intuitions that are proven true time and time again.

    It does not matter what others believe (I however, do believe you).  It only matters what YOU know.  It is interesting as well as a little spooky how yours comes in  the form of dreams relating specifically to death.  It seems that in that sense, yours is much stronger than mine.

    Perhaps you can develop the day to day feelings by solving the other problems in your life that prevent it from happening.

     

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Ed:  Yes, inconsequential is a bit peculiar.

    Not so strangely though, as you'll probably find it very interesting, that FutureWife and I both see them as very vidid video clips.  In our cases however,  it happens often and has been that way since youth.

    She first explained hers to me as reel-to-reel footage of the scene.  Slightly different though, mine are multiple scenes, scenarios if you will, of simultanious video clips.  I believe that this shows me the possibilities of the event, and therefore allows me to find solutions to the problems before the happening.

    It's interesting that you have been the first one to mention the video clips.  I puposely left that out of the original post just to see how many would mention it.  VERY interesting...

  • missb said on Dec 10, 2006....
    Hey Frlncwrtr,

    It really is a gift you have there. I don't think i have such strong intuitions as of yours. At times i do have certain feelings or intuitions about something and I follow them. But i never really knew what would have happened if i didn't :/

    Cheers :)
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....

    missb:  Thanks! 

    You are probably better off not knowing what would have happened if you didn't follow them.  I would continue to follow them.  Maybe in that way, you can develop them further. :)

  • gingersoul said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Dear Frlnwrt.......i call it  "follow my my gut".

    I have had several occasions during which even not knowing the details of a situation or the person i have had this gut sensation that something wasn't quite right. Its hard to explain. 

    The most remarkable experience happened years ago when i was working. And all of a sudden i had this strong urge to leave the office and drive to my husband assignment duty post. It was in a city 2 hours and half far from mine. I arranged things in a way i could leave and i drove like a crazy to that town. Note that i had never been to his new house, where he had moved two weeks earlier. And i had only a handwritten small map of it. I am a person who needs the most detailed directions usually.

    Well, this gut feeling was getting more and more acute specially when i finally found the house. Without even making a wrong exit.

    His car was there. He was supposed to be working that morning. Close to his car, another one. I didnt know where the outside stairs on the left  would lead. I went on. Out of 3 windows i peeked to the second one. For no reason. Inside there was my husband. He was laying on his bed.

    With a woman on top of him. They were still dressed though. They were laughing. I tapped at the glass and as soon as he saw me his face turned paler than a gosth.

    Nothing had led to think he was having an affair. How do u explain this?

    After that i have been extra sensible to my gut feeligns. I would read my friends's body espressions, i would pick a tone of the voice, i would follow my istinct in uncertain situation. Up to now it never failed me.

    You have definetely a gift. And you long police experience had only refined it.

    In a small scale i often say when i am shopping:"that dress or that book are calling my name. I have to buy then"... lol......do u think this apply?

  • MsStar39 said on Dec 10, 2006....
    You have a gift that I have always heard about for years, I have it on occasions.
  • winterslight said on Dec 10, 2006....
    your not the only one the hole bad feelings not wanting to go there i so listen to it. and have told friends and the ones who havent listen had bad things come then told me they were sorry they would listen next time. the part i hate of it i felt death. my friend tommy died  and i new the moment it happended. sadness pain just rushed all over me and i  new it was to late. and my not blood dad i dreamed i was needed to get up to go to the hosptial. but when the knock came i new it was to late. but the day that made me turn from it and shut it out was the day my best friend died the day before i so wanted to see her. i had this feeling to go see her told everyone this and all i  got was she will be there tomrrow see her then. i was staying with friends and they got me to stay with them. that night i just started to hurt all over and i cried and couldnt stop and i had the worse feeling of something bad was going to happen. everyone looked at me and said i was crazy nothing was going on dont worry. but that feeling sucked it hurt and i could not shake it. so i went home and that early am i got the call. she had passed in a bad car crash. a part of me died that day cause i didnt not listen to myself early the day before and that night i never knew who was going to get hurt so bad. i was so mad for many years; and i shut alot out. so all i can say to anyone is just listen to your self.
  • dailyachesandpains said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Freelance,

    Only half of my reasons for not leaving my house is because of those "feelings."  Some do call it a gift, I also consider it a curse at times.  It's always bad in the end, for me anyway. 

    Daily

     

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....
    Ginger:  Yes, I think that applies also, but the story about your husband is astonishing, I mean the way you were able to get right to the house and just happened to pick the right window.

    I would say that you too, have a gift, and it seems that it may be stronger than mine.  It's a great thing, don't you think so? :)
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....
    MsStar:  On these occasions, do you follow your feelings?  If so, do they turn out to be correct?
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....
    W.L.:  I agree, listen to yourself always!

    I'm so sorry to hear about your friends dying.  I know that is very hard to deal with.  One time when I was at work, a call came over my police scanner that also monitored activities in the city next to where I worked.
    I heard an ambulance call for a baby in full cardiac arrest.  I knew instantly that it was my friend's baby.  Later that day I found out that the baby died of SIDS early that morning.
    Thanks for sharing your stories.
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....
    A curse Daily!  Wow! 

    What do you mean it turns out bad for you in the end?  You said you stay home when you have these feelings.
  • dailyachesandpains said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Hey freelance,

    This is the post where I wrote a novel, longer than your blog that I had to delete!  I gave three examples where I had to go into every little detail. My 9/11 was number 3 and it went on and on forever.  I'll give you one "short" example and my Husband now believes me and listens to my gut because of this.  If you knew the 9/11, you would think he would have believed me back then, but for now, this is what you'll get, lol.

    He was working on the house so we could actually move in.  I stopped in, and while I was here, it started to snow.  A guy he works his day job with was also here.  He was leaving because this snow was coming down big time.  I thought I better leave too.  I said to my Husband "you better be very careful, someone's going to hit you on Arlington if you don't leave soon."  His reply "okay madam Daily" chuckle, ha ha, very funny. 

    I took Arlington home to my parents house (we were living there until our house was ready) and I said to myself "He's going to get hit right here in front of town hall."  Not an hour later, I answered my Parent's phone and all I heard was sirens in the background and him hardly able to get his words out "I just got fucking hit in front of town hall on Arlington, what'd you wish this on me?!"  No sweetie, you should have listend and left sooner...it wouldn't have happened.

    I always listen to what this "gift" and sometimes "curse" tells me.  My Husband has FINALLY started to believe me. 

    Daily

  • Lioness said on Dec 10, 2006....
    Hi Frlncwrtr, I must say your post and the comments of the others give me goosebumps. Your gift is something worth enhancing. I am not a very intuitive person, nor have I the ability to have premonitions. But I do believe that there are persons who are bestowed such gifts. Some friends are like you, they don't go out when they feel uneasy, let the day pass staying at home.

    Sometimes, I have experiences where I would feel that something wrong might happen, not to me personally... it's like it suddenly hits me that a certain bad incident will happen but not really sure about it until it happens. I haven't really verbalized it to anybody... I am simply amazed, I  pray  all the time.
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Wow!  I can now see why you think it's a curse sometimes.  The first time you wrote, I hadn't given a thought to, "He's a Walking Accident!" LOL

    I hope all these feelings, premonitions, or whatever you get don't all involve him. The poor guy will never be safe.  I'm glad he has finally started to believe you.  I think I would have long before that.  I can't imagine what the other stories are like.

    This really is amazing though, Daily.  Right down to the exact location is something that doesn't come to me (at least so far).  I kind of hope it does not get so precise because that's a little scary! Wow!

    btw - I don't mind if your comments are longer than my blog. 

     

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Lioness:  In the begining I never verbalized it to anyone either, because I thought they would think I was a nut.  At that time I never got the feeling about anything in particular, just the feeling that you speak of, the creepy--something bad is going to happen--feeling.  I could never pinpoint who it was going to happen to.

    Then things gradually improved over time.  I gained the ability to hone in on them better.  You are right though, even now, it's worth enhancing even more.  Perhaps you should work on tuning into yours even more.

    I really didn't realize how many people have feelings like this until I read all these comments.  I wasn't even sure I wanted to write about it because I didn't want others to think I was crazy.:)

     

  • dailyachesandpains said on Dec 10, 2006....

    Lol, Freelance!  He is a walking accident and I wasn't kidding!

    This "stuff" started happening to me shortly after my cousin was killed in a plane crash.  I, like others, think that it's a guardian angel that's guiding me, and my angel would be my cousin.  Most of the things that happen involve terrible accidents, usually plane crashes.  Here's what my #2 was:

    Again, living at my Parents house at the time of this.  I left my Mother in the living room and went to bed.  The moment my head hit the pillow, I couldn't stop thinking "plane crash" and I was hearing planes fly over (their house is in a flight path, these were real sounds).  It was so bad, I was freaking out and decided to go back downstairs to talk to my mom.

    She has always claimed that I knew things would happen before they would.  I thought it'd be safe to tell her what was going on.  Told her that I thought a plane was going to crash, or just crashed, I had tears rolling down my face but I couldn't be sure which.  She calmed me down and suggested that we turn on the news.

    Once the click of the remote brought the TV up, we saw flames over water.  TWA flight 800 had just crashed. 

    See, these feelings bother me because by the time I get them, they're just about to happen or already have happened and I just hadn't found out.  I wish there was a way to tune it too.  I never talk about it openly, this is actually the first time I decided to.  Hey, if other people get these feelings, maybe I'm not the only "crazy" one, lol!

    Daily

  • Lioness said on Dec 11, 2006....
    Good for you Frlncwrtr... I admit this is not a funny stuff, but it does have some advantages, and you have used it in your work/job. I guess honing such ability or talent needs more time and focus. I don't have much time in doing this, since my work entails me to be multi-tasked... doing this and that.. And I admit it gives me the creeps..

    Well, I don't see it as "crazy", it's paranormal talent/ability.

    @daily: you are gifted too..
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 13, 2006....

    Sorry Daily, but I haven't checked this for a couple days.

    Your story - #2 is a little on the scary side, Wow!

    I don't know how to tell you to tune it other than the way I did, which works, but it seems it could be tuned better.  There has to be a better way.  Maybe I should talk to a police psychic or something.

    Anyway, I tuned mine simply by using it.  As time went on, I paid more attention to it, and then the tuning seemed to come faster.  Try that, I'm sure it will help you.  You seem to have a great 'gift' that would be a shame to waste.

    Keep me up to date on it! :)

     

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 13, 2006....

    Lioness: Thanks!  As I said to Daily, I'm sorry, but I didn't check this for a couple days.

    I can understand you finding this kind of thing creepy, as it can be sometimes.  However, and more importantly, it can be very advantageous and save you from a lot of problems, difficulties, and dangers.

    Although you do not have time for fine tuning at work, I would try to stay tuned into it otherwise, and pay attention to the messages it may send you.  Sometimes you may feel something that may turn out to be a false alarm, but not very often.

    By staying in tune with it, and following it, I think you can develop it further.  I hope you give this a try and it pans out for you.:)

  • Lioness said on Dec 13, 2006....
    WB Frlncwrtr! =)

    Really interesting. I'll heed your advice, try my luck on this. Indeed it is advantageous. If you don't mind, can you interpret dreams?? I have this disturbing dream sometime last month which I could not forget.
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 14, 2006....

    Lioness:  I don't know that I can do that, but I'm sure willing to listen and give you my feeback on it.:)

    I had a disturbing dream too.  Trying going to my page and reading my very first post, and pay particular attention to the comments on it.

     

     

  • Lioness said on Dec 14, 2006....
    Hi.. I've read your posts on dreams.. looks terrifying and violent.. . I hope that doesn't happen in real life.

    Well, my dream goes this way (I hope it's ok to occupy your post for the meantime):

    On a sunny day, I was walking in an unpaved road, and suddenly, a speeding 4WD vehicle passes by. I think it was filled with passengers. After a while, another vehicle follows, same speed. I kept walking, until I saw a group of people converging in one area. I got curious. I walked in a hill where I could view the scene. This is what I saw: the first vehicle must have swerved and fell on a ditch. The next vehicle suffered the same fate. By the looks of it, the passengers were badly injured, if not killed. No one dared to come close and lend a helping hand. I was trying to contact someone on my mobile phone but the signal was off. Suddenly, the doors of the vehicles opened. One by one, the passengers walked off. They were badly injured, some had bloody faces, some have their brains out, holding it in place. I saw one man with his head pinned in a rock. There was blood everywhere. I was astounded, felt really scared. Still gives me the creeps until now.

    What bothers me is that I remember this particular dream in details. I really don't know what it signifies.
  • GroundedMystic said on Dec 14, 2006....

    I had a similar experience as Ginger with regard to lying and deceptive partners. For no reason at all, there was absolutely no outward clue that anything was up in my relationship, I got this intense urge to look up my partners email account.

    Now before you all jump on me and say how terrible I agree. I'm the kind of person that has never once before betrayed anyones trust in this way. I never had any compulsion to go snooping. But that day the urge was so strong that I'd already done it before I even registered in my brain that this was against my own principles. And even though I suffered a blow to my integrity that day at least I was no longer deluded about the nature of my relationship.

    I discovered emails pointing to a long standing relationship with another woman of which I was unaware in which I was being described by my bf in very un-nice terms. Not only that but he seemed to be rather enjoying himself about it, passing it off as a joke about how silly I am. This coming from a man I was partially financially supporting at the time.

    Needless to say he didn't remain my bf for long and certainly didn't enjoy my financial support either. I just saw red in that moment but I also felt very relieved. At least I now knew why I felt so insecure, and why he was telling me I was crazy, it was all a mind game to make me feel like my gut feelings were unjustified when they were. I listen to my gut a whole lot more now.

  • soulreaver said on Dec 15, 2006....
    psychic?!
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 17, 2006....
    Lioness:  Sorry, this time it was I who was away during the weekend.

    Usually, in real life, things are a bit different!  Of course it’s ok to put your dream here! :)  It’s not like they give us a lot of choices, lol!

    My take on your dream is that at some point in your life, you saw a horrific accident, and your fears of seeing another one come out through this dream.  I know as a child, I was very fearful whenever I heard of or saw an accident.
     
    Perhaps something recently reminded your subconscious of the accident that you actually did see, which resulted in the dream?

    My reasoning is that you say the people in the immediate area are too scared to lend a helping hand, and I have found this to be untrue, in most cases.  Therefore, I think it is your fear of approaching victims (that you naturally feel  compelled to rescue) coming out.
    Also, people who have their brains falling out, usually do not walk away from the scene (or at all).  Again, your fear of what you might see if you had to approach victims.

    Maybe you see the details because these details are of the real accident that you did see?

    Please don’t take my opinion as being gospel because an opinion is all that it is.  FaithfulDisciple may be able to provide better insight, and it’s best to get multiple opinions on something like this.

    Thanks for sharing the dream. :) 

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 17, 2006....
    GroundedMystic:  As I told Lioness, I have been away from here for a couple days, sorry about that!

    I wouldn’t worry about the blow to your integrity because you obviously had good reason to look, whether or not the reason was obvious to others. :)
    Besides, if he could cheat on you, and make fun of you as though you were some kind of joke, while you were financially supporting him, then it seems that he is well deserving of your snooping!  Apparently, you felt much more for him than he ever did for you.

    I understand completely why you listen to your gut a whole lot more now.  As I already have said, I do too.

  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 17, 2006....
    Soulreaver:  Yes, it does seem like somebody must be psychic.
  • Lioness said on Dec 18, 2006....
    Hi Frlncwrtr!!! This time, we're both absent during the weekend. haha.. Thanks for the interpretation, it makes sense to me..

    I thought you were gonna say, you watch too much horror movies. LOL

    Seriously, I've witnessed accidents in the past, but you are right, as much as I want to, I have no capacity in responding since I don't have any training on First Aid or Basic Life Support. But I'm not the type who'd dash to the scene right away either. Just to let you know, about 2 weeks ago, a close friend told me that he witnessed a woman sideswiped and run over by a truck, her brains are all over the place. I don't know, perhaps it is a coincidence. Only God knows. I pray God would keep us all safe though..

    But thanks a lot!!!!!!!
  • Frlncwrtr said on Dec 18, 2006....

    Lioness: You're very welcome, it was my pleasure!

    I'm glad that my thoughts make sense to you.  I could tell from your description of the dream that you are not the type to dash up to a car to help regardless of how much compassion you have for the victims.

    Anyway, the comments about your friend are interesting.  I do not believe in coincidences though.  I guess it is possible that if the friend is exceptionally close to you, your dream was a foresight of what this friend would come across?  I don't really know, it's just a thought.

    I agree, I also pray that God keeps us all safe.

    If you ever do come across an accident that is similar to the one in your dream, especially in the near future, please let me know.  Thanks :)

     

  • VICARIOUS said on Feb 26, 2007....

    I think you are just highly intuative. That is what made you a good cop. You see what is there rather than what most miss. I found most people are preoccupied with their own life to really notice the obvious. Yes, it happens to me a great deal. I "feel" people and situations very well and often.

    I think we that do feel life are rare.

     

  • Frlncwrtr said on Feb 27, 2007....

    Vicarious: Thank you!  I did receive a couple citations from my police department for my abilities to see the things that most officers overlook. 

    I aggree that most people are preoccupied with there own lives, and therefore miss the obvious.  I think this is a very common situation.

    I guess we have that rare instinct that makes us a rare breed.

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