• secretlife said on Dec 01, 2006....

  I think this would make me crazy.  i have no idea how you might wrap your arms around it. 

  i think it must have taken a huge act of love to let you go.  sometimes we have to show our love for someone thru great sacrifice.  is there any greater one than giving up your child?

  i know in my heart, as i hope you do in yours, that she thinks of you.

• gingersoul said on Dec 01, 2006....

  I cant imagine being in your situation. I guess with the time one would find his/her own motivation but that huge black hole is difficult to fill.....

  I really hope you can find your reason and your peace....not knowing your story i cant say more....i dont know in which condition your mother left you and why....

  Do you know if she still alive?

  So sorry....{hugs}  

• schreist said on Dec 01, 2006....

  Hi gang, This post is part of my semi-poetic process. I'm totally fine and am a happy smiling goofus. Sometimes words just come out of me.. so I write. I am adopted, and this is from within me. I have my mom and dad from growing up, but sometimes I just wonder about the other pair of people who might have been my parents. Cheers, sc

• secretlife said on Dec 01, 2006....

  of course i already knew you were a happy smiling goof...

• gingersoul said on Dec 02, 2006....

  Good to know you are a smiling goof....... words come out followig moods, moods change like the clouds in the sky, the sky is host to different currents, the currents bring you to thousand places, the places are made to be chosen, the place you choose is filled with people. the people you choose are brought by love, at the end love brings you where you want to be.... i am happy you are happy where you are. This is the first expresed thought i have this morning....my fingers were running while i was writing..thank you..

• schreist said on Dec 03, 2006....

  hee hee - that last one made me think of this: "It is by will alone I set my mind in motion. It is by the juice of Safu that thoughts acquire speed, the lips acquire stains the stains become a warning. It is by will alone I set my mind in motion." funny what the mind stores eh?

• gingersoul said on Dec 03, 2006....

  Did you write it? Or were you coping from something? Both way its beautiful.... :-) Yeah, mind stores the weirdest things...notions we heard in very young age and keep staying there while we forget what we ate for lunch....lol......for example, i found myself once in an while and all of a sudden repeating to myself the beginning of a Latin poem i learned when i was in middle school most likely for the sound of the words...it goes like this... "Tityrae, tu patulae, recubans sub tegmine fagi"......btw, it simply means..."Oh Titiro, laying in the shadow of the tree"....

• dauntlessreign said on Dec 03, 2006....

  Missing someone is really a crazy thing, sometimes you can't bear it anymore. So this is missing someone today who was once a part of your yesterday. Yeah i feel it once and sometimes hoping them luck is enough.

• secretlife said on Dec 10, 2006....

  One week already....time flies
  I even wrote a semi-poem last week!!!
   
  I hope you're well, above the snow, and enjoying the season.
  Know that you're missed.

• secretlife said on Dec 18, 2006....

  are you here today?

• secretlife said on Dec 22, 2006....

  I wanted to wish you a very merry christmas and a happy, healthy, and laughter-filled new year.
   
   
   

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