Recently I am at Singapore looking for a job while at the same time continue my small business at night market. Instead of getting the job in Singapore, I am getting myself an offer, a great offer at Ipoh to setup a company that will handle East Asia small commodities and I will be the one (the real one) to handle and study the overall setup operation which will put me into a situation where I can practise what I learn. Although pay is not as high as Singapore's offer, but the opportunity to enhance my career is definitely table in front of me. Now the ball is in my court but my feeling is mixed and I don't really know what I want from this deal. I wanted to work in Singapore but it rather too emotional when I said this because I still don't know yet what will happen after few months later in Singapore since I am still fresh here (only 1 month living here). By moving back to Ipoh, and accept the job, I will be a headless chicken again searching for way blindly. Sigh. What is the real things I want in my career and life?