She scared me last night

I saw her life flash within her eyes

she was someone else next to me

she saw things that I did not see

she held me tight, scared of the night

she was in fright, with all she drank’

her face was pale, and her eyes were droopy

her touch was cold, and her walk was numb

she stumbled her way into the door

asking me to hold her a little more

I looked at her and I got scared

my girl was in despair...

We started in the bathtub... making love... she was looking at me

but didn’t know who I was...

I took her out, dried her..... she said she didn’t feel well...

The world was gliding....

She made her way to the toilet...

She knelt down, I was in back

I held her hair tight, she was trembling of fright.

She shook, and I held, she cried and I spoke’

minutes seemed like hours, and hours seemed like days

she felt so bad, that I was feeling her pain,

so deep inside like a knife engraved

I was worried for her safe,

she did not even reconginse me sane

when I saw her body on the floor, I knew she was not well’

I took her to bed, I laid her down, and prayed

please make my girl feel better today

she closed her eyes. And then I closed mine

her heartbeat was slow, and her hands we locked with mine

I looked at her sleeping and I prayed the lord to bless her

she was sleeping while I was watching, while I was dreaming, while I was thinking,

It caused me pain to see her like that

tears were rolling down my eyes in a different format

I hope that this never happens

because you broke my heart in half with this happening,

J.M

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