Okay, you clever Miss ; )!~* Birhtday Girl*~!! Yeah, you sniffed me out!!!

cookie~crumb is Paper and PBW is me, Joanna : quirky, hyper, intense and bloody sorry she left SoulCast in a haste.

Well, it was a quite goodbye, you know - no big bold rant and drama ; still, it´s embarassing to eat one´s words : /

And, I cannot even use the excuse of youth for my impetuousness; although I told ALIEN in his Hate blog - I´m Paper f=#king Pan (sorry I misused your blog dear), I´m only young at heart and already in my early 30´s.

Thank you for the wonderful words missb in my anonymous blog. Omigosh, a pseudonym for an anonymous blogger, how redundant can you get!

I hope nobody is insulted or feels misled. I did not mean any harm.

I just frigging missed this SoulCast deal. I had to come back. And, since blogging fascinated me so much, I thought of cookie~. I love playing with words and now addicted to this 21st century form of communication

After reading your words missb, excuse me for this - but Nick and I had the best sex ever, after months of being physically together but somehow apart! Your words loosened a tight wounded knot in me. A day of bliss - I have not been clear headed for a long time, the recognition of who I am inspite of my harmless charade made me want to fly to Indonesia and kiss and hug you senseless. *LOL*

Yeah, meaningful connections - whoever was the copywriter who strung those words together for SoulCast ads, well in missb´s words "cheers"!

How can I stay away missb, when I have a Sesame Street de já vù feeling beeing here? Nah, I´m not implying we are childish or worst degenerates.

Somehow, the relationships that developed here resonates a loving, caring and all in all a good spirited community. So, how can I stay away, when I all consider you as family?

Thank you for the inspiration Jenna, for changing your mind (now, I don´t feel so stupid); thanks Mamie for the post that gave me the push - wow, staging a comeback made it easier; and merci beaucoups missb ; ) you kill me, lol : don´t waste your insights of the human heart, show it on stage!

Wishing you all the best!

Joanna aka paper aka cookie~crumb = )

P.S.
Let´s talk about London next time....



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  • Mamie said on Nov 25, 2006....
    hey PBW Joanna, it is my pleasure to meet you!! Write on, soul sister!! Mamie
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Thanks Mamie = )!
     
    I groove; Jenna and you groove; we groove! Wohoo...
  • secretlife said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Welcome back Paper!
    (I didn't want to out you as cookie~, but you have a unique way of typing sweet girl!)
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 25, 2006....
    [{kiss}(hugs) emphatically!]Weeee, Secret!
     
    I knew emails with you lot would be snailmails so I HAD to come back if I want some quick interactions!
     
    What the heck {{{{{shower of kisses}}}}!
     
    paper
  • Jenna said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Hello my dear friend...and welcome back... I am so proud of you...we will talk.. love to you! jenna
  • pixilatedcowboy said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Hi Paper
    Nice to meet you.Love your writing style
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Hi Scaly! (hugs)
     
    I wrote you an e-mail...a long one, you´re already aware of  how I struggle with brevity =  ).  But, foolish that I am, I wrote it online - I shoulda wrote it in Word, and  copy/paste it :  / . I lost the entire page!!! You should have seen me curse  :  ( .
     
    I´ll try to recall what I wrote and send it to you again.  Thanks so much you kept in touch.  I´m looking forward to the blogs you mentioned about tinkering with.
     
    Warm regards,
     
    Joanna
     
    P.S.
     
    You did not make it to my cookie~crumb blog, still I would love to give you a cookie, as a welcome back gift.
  • gingersoul said on Nov 25, 2006....

    I got you right as welll...you have a special sweet weird curiosity about people and topics.......that cookie~crumb there was smelling too familiar......:-)

    I already welcome you back but i do it again....this time dont make us spin our blog again......stay and let us enjoy you...big hug! :-)

  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Ginger!
     
    Love you girl!  Felt so good to be warmly, and enthusiastically welcomed, sweetie.  =  )
     
    I left you a message in one of your blogs to let you know I was leaving and posted a long message for you, before my disappering act.
     
    I left  then my e-mail address for you in that post I titled Closure for almost a week! *LOL*
     
    ...I´ll come back later
     
    =  ) have to go to sleep,  now!
     
    Joanna
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Hi Jenna !
     
    I´m so glad you are back too.  Yes, it would be so great if  we could talk.
     
    It´s a bit tops turvy and my life now.  I can´t wait for January to come.
     
    Joanna
     
     
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Hi pixilatedcowboy!
     
    Welcome again to SC; enjoy the ride here!
     
    And thanks for the compliment - warmed my heart.  Nice and good spirited words, like yours, will never go out of style
     
    Paper~
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Oooops before I forget, every one please have a cookie!
     
    Specially for Scaly  - oreos, forgot to put the link. ;  )
  • BlogObsessed said on Nov 25, 2006....
    Hey Joanna - good to "see" you!
  • sulpot said on Nov 25, 2006....
    hi  Joanna ...thanks for the cookie i do appreciate your generosity and your time
    in reading my post
  • ALIENated said on Nov 25, 2006....
    They leave, but they cannot stay away. Welcome to the Hotel California. Muah ha ha ha ha ha

    Early 30s huh. Yum. Did I hear Chinese somewhere? Double yum.
  • bullblogg said on Nov 26, 2006....
    welcome back....nice to read your blogs again
  • missb said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Oh Paper.... I'm just sooooo glad you're back :)
     
    Thank you for your kind friendship and the birthday wish. They mean so much to me ;) I'm sorry cookie had to go :/ But either cookie~crumb or PBW, as long as it's still you :)
     
    And I'm glad I could be of any help, it's my pleasure. But it worked. You came back :)
    [fierce hugz for you]
     
    Cheers!
  • missb said on Nov 26, 2006....

    P.S: I love youuuuu!!

    Cheers :D

  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Oh sweetheart! missb, I lurrrv you too!  I followed your post and comments while I was in self-asylum.
     
    Indeed, after I quietly left, I realized I will lose a lot of beautiful budding friendship if I don´t shake off the ridiculous hurt I felt after being rejected by only one.
     
    I LOVE the crisp way you deliver a straightforward opinion.  And really, as you inquired about cookie´s identity, you managed to be endearing and sharp as a pistol at once. lol
     
    (fiercely hug you back)~paper
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Hey back to you , BlogObsessed!!!
     
    I was so proud as I read the post about the "tits"!  Are you glad that SoulCasters have voiced their admiration?!
     
    Thanks for the warm greeting....be reading you,
     
    ~paper
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Mabuhay sulpot!
     
    Welcome to SC.  I´m going back to read your blog in peace.  It is very interesting after a quick skim and I am looking forward to more of the same and what else you will be cooking up for all of us.
     
    Please check sigroid75...she´s currently not blogging but she´s quirky, fun and....well please check her out!
     
    Salamat po sa pagdaan!
     
    Paper~
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Oh ALIEN watch me eat my words dahling ;  )!
     
    I enjoyed reading your old posts while in my self-asylum.  I felt like a wicked kid left behind locked in a huge wonderful forbidden library.
     
    Your blogs, as you have commented humbly if I might add, are to paraphrase timeless.  It applies to how you saw SC, at it´s early beginning and how SC currently is.
     
    And thank you, for continuing to collect the trivia.  I am really interested in documenting the beginnings of SoulCast.  Furthermore, I am curious, VERY curious about legendary SoulCasters - HBC, TNP and Sithborg who has recently comeback.
     
    I am one of those who is truly sad that unique blogsters have deleted their posts.
     
    Thanks for dropping by
     
    Paper~
     
    P.S.
    I´m Asian but not Chinese ;  )
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Dear bullblog!
     
    Thanks, you make me feel special.  I am looking forward to reading and commenting your blogs.
     
    As I´ve said, my brother is now in Ireland.  I planned to visit in Spring but because of my new job, I have to postpone it until Summer.
     
    Do you speak Gaelic?
     
    Warm regards,
     
    Paper~
  • gingersoul said on Nov 26, 2006....

    Joanna.....did you leave me your email? Darn it!! I didnt read it.....i am so sorry.......write me again (in my first blog maybe?...i will keep checking..)

    PS: those cookies looks delicious! Big hug!!!

  • funfreak2k2 said on Nov 27, 2006....
    hi paper,

    welcome back !  u r the one who brighten our blogs with ur comments.

    SC been dull somewhat without ur comments.

    any wayz, welcome back!.
  • Lioness said on Nov 28, 2006....
    Hi Papel (hehe) I knew you'd come back! =) Your leaving in a haste was really uncalled for... But it's good you are back.
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 28, 2006....
    Ginger! No problem sweetheart, I´ll make another blog, just for us, and give you the e-mail again ;  )!
     
    Thanks for the wonderful blog you wrote- trading places, you always warm my heart.  I did not comment anymore because ....long story I hope we could chat without so many eyes looking in *lol*.  I feel safe here because all commenters are like family to me.
     
    Hope you notice this message!! You are such a busy and popular blogger =  )!!!
     
    Much love,
     
    Joanna
  • CINNAMON~TOAST~CRUNCH said on Dec 05, 2006....
    yea !!! welcome back hope to get to know you
  • Keepinitbloodyreal said on Dec 08, 2006....
    Hi Paper,
     
    What a coincidence, my name is Joanne well how about that hey,,,
     
    Thanks for the welcome to soulcast, I am looking forward to getting to know you through the written word.
     
    I don't proof anything that I write, I just write what comes into my head, and if there are any mistakes in it well that's too bad cause life's too short for me too worry about it............So please overlook any when you find them.
     
    Ciao for now
     
    Joanne
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 10, 2006....
    Cinnamon!

    My pleasure, dearest!

    Paper~
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 10, 2006....
    Hiya Keep! =  )

    Wooohooo! Cheers for the gorgeous women, all named Joanne and Joanna!!!

    Do you know I ended up being named Maricar?  I got lucky someone was named recently in our neighbourhood with the same name, hence I was baptzied with our beautiful name.  They looked it up in the dictionary, a grand-uncle picked it up for me  - St Joan of Arc.

    Thank you so much for dropping by in my pseudo first blog....went crazy and dramtic last month and deleted everything...I am, in the whole patient and calm; when I have enough though, I could be bloody stormy...ooops scusi LOL!!!

    Proofreading?!  In the blogger world  should be non-existent!!  If I have more time I will rally for a crusade of spontaneous, authentic and raw blogging.  Communication of the future!!!

    I will ignore typos with pleasure if you will accept my effusiveness wholeheartedly  ;     )

    Looking forward to a wonderful friendship through the written words...I like how you formulated that, thought about it myself here as I started.

    Ciao bella =   )

    Joanna;   )*~
  • Keepinitbloodyreal said on Dec 10, 2006....
    Hey Paper:

    Thanks so much for those lovely words,,,,,,,,The name Joanne actually means
    "Gracious gift from God"  now I know that I am a gift but not to sure about the gracious sometimes.......lol

    Well you have lovely holidays.

    Joanne
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 11, 2006....
    Hi there again Keep!

    I am a walking contradiction...well, I am all for radical blogs with no unnecessary editing and proofreading.....but it does pain me to refresh my blog and leave a comment full of typos and unlogical sentences...

    Well, I have time to spare so here goes...just for peace of mind...my mind that is LOL!

    1. I almost ended up with the name Maricar.
    2. They looked it up in the encyclopedia....and chose the name of Joanna in honour of St. Joan of Arc
    Relieved and appeased,

    Joanna
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 31, 2006....
    Happy New Year y´all!!!

    I am here to fulfill promises I made....

    first to my Godfather....sorry it took so long =     (

    and to my subscribers and friends, whose comments I might have overlooked or failed to reply to due to lack of time while I was working, depression, and the holidays.

    Geez, this is going to be a looooong week.....well, I hate not keeping my promises...

    A Promise Is A Promise,

    paper~

    Errr, has anybody seen missb´s email addy here in my archives?  And also my email addy,,, I forgot to delete them...and also forgot where I left them....sheesh!
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Okay, done the first deed...have to come back again.....for the next deed.....lateh
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 01, 2008....
    Don´t mind me, me lovies... just being OCD... lol , almost the end of the year, and I am being nostalgic again, as I always am... missing people long gone... missing beautiful times, unforgettable moments... sigh ... but thank goodness for words, that triggers memories...

    This was my very first blog, which I deleted in haste as I bid SC my silent adieu. I regret it for I believe in recording history no matter how banal it seem to be. For it may not be important to many but it could be important to one. Posterity, yes for the future readers. Yes, more than enough times, written words of love, hate, pain, hope and deliverance has saved me from madness. I hope my words will ease someones pain, if not save a soul. This is what spurs me to write.

    LOVE FOR WRITING
    edit PAPERBACKWRITER posted on Oct 01, 2006 | views: 146 | Tags: writingx, lifex, Creative writingx, welcomex, romance novelistx, authorsx, authorx, Happinessx, journeyx, strength in characterx, survivalx


    Hello Gentle Readers of the World Wide Web!!!

    I´m currently addicted to the works of the following authors: Nora Roberts, Julia Quinn and Maryjanice Davidson.

    In one of the book from Julia Quinn´s book series of the Bridgerton Family, a character named Lady Whistledown addresses her readers as I have just addressed all of you, and wish to continue addressing everyone, who would take time to read my musings about life.

    I love writing.

    Putting words together, hearing the ryhthm they create when put side by side. And somehow the more I write the more I feel at peace with myself. As if experiences painted in words make my life more vivid, much easier for the mind to grasp. Therefore makes me feel more alive.

    It´s so easy to feel dead inside, isn´t it?


    But what a wonderful challenge to be alive!!!


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    * Jenna said on Oct 01, 2006... delete block user

    Since you brought up authors...have you ever read Jodi Piccoult?

    Incredible read!!! To answer your question...yes it is a challenge to be alive, to feel joy. Life can be so difficult at times.

    I look forward to reading you. You have such a spirit. love to you!

    jenna



    * sigroid75 said on Oct 01, 2006... delete block user

    hmmm...i wanted to have more time to read...oh, well. quite busy working and blogging...hahahaha take care!:-)



    * Alyss said on Oct 02, 2006... delete block user

    Just wanted to pitch in and say 'Hi' and welcome.

    Personally I am more of a reader than a writer but I am trying to find my words and express myself more here at Soulcast.



    * satyr said on Oct 02, 2006... delete block user

    I had a book in my hand almost the whole time I was a kid. If I didn't, I had a ball in it.

    Unfortunately, I had so much required reading in college I got burned out and seldom read any more.

    I never have been a proficient or a prolific writer. I do enjoy reading people's posts and occasionally making a few comments.

    It is great to be alive. What a wonderfully beautiful minute piece of the universe we life on.



    * gingersoul said on Oct 02, 2006... delete block user

    Hi Paper...we already met on the River Trip.... wanted hop in and check your blog and say hello properly.... if you like words you are in good company here.... if you look around there are several posts talking about books....you will not feel alone.

    You seem an optimistic soul.... :-) have a nice journey!




    * quidnunc said on Oct 03, 2006... delete block user

    hi Paper, welcome to SoulCast!



    MY GODFATHER WAS HERE.....

    * MissMimi said on Oct 04, 2006... delete block user

    PBW,

    I don't know that I consider myself a writer, but I string words together into sentences because it makes me happy.

    Glad you're here. :)


    * PAPERBACKWRITER said on Oct 05, 2006... delete

    I thank each and everyone of you, for the warm welcome and the positive energy of the words you have painted on the canvas of my very first blog in SoulCast!

    Special thanks to all my buddies from the RIVER TRIP.

    Reading this adventure made me strengthen my resolve to JUST DO IT!

    Just sit down and write for a public again... I love life, love people... I am a very lucky person. I´ve dreamed DREAMS and it all came to reality.

    BUT suddenly through a series of life´s trial: I stopped writing...not even a simple letter to a love one... I was hurting for a long time.

    What made it worst was I could not find solace in writing. Well, because hey, I could not.

    BUT I survived. And now, I´m back!

    Imagine all the words pouring out of my fingertips, dancing joyously on the screen, on paper!

    Celebrating freedom...reaching out...bringing message of hope, love and peace!!

    So dear Gentle Readers of the World Wide Web, splash the colors on the canvas of SoulCast and spread the magic of words!!!


  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 01, 2008....

    Oh, look, what a coincidence... I did not see that (!!!) XD it was reposted on the 2nd of December 2 years ago! Scat! I love that :D


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