i'm a little pissed right now and hurt. my friend posted a testimonials about me. she called immature. i'm really hurt cuz she's one of my closest friend. and i tell all of my problems and secrets to her. except of course my blog here in soulcast. and it got me thinking am i that immature? well i partly agree to her. i mean look at me right now. my life has no fucking direction. i don't know what i'm gonna do after graduation. i'm failing my subjects. i don't have a fucking boyfriend. well actually i never did have a boyfriend. and then she said that i need another person to know myself. am i that dependent to other people? then it hits me. i never really look at myself. i never appreciate me. that hurts. because i'm on the process to change my life. and i don't want to be percieve like that. i know i can do better. but still it hurts to know that my close friend said that to myself. maybe she find it immature if i talk my emotions and feelings to her. is that wrong? i mean i just want someone to listen to me. that's why i hate my friends sometimes. they don't get me. and you know i'm tired of proving myself to them. i want to be a better person for me. not for them. now i realize yes i'm immature. but hey i'm growing. and maybe my definition of maturity is different from her. maturity is taking respnsibility and owning to your mistakes. right now i'll still be friends with her. i'm gonna go on with my life.
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miss_chivuss said on Nov 22, 2006....
Doesn't sound like a friend to me. Especially if she couldn't share her thoughts with you personally instead of posting it for all the world to see.
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dazed_and_confused said on Nov 22, 2006....
Don't worry you'll figure things out! :D You'll find your way trust me! :D
I had the same problems before. Anyway, I just recently graduated from college, and I am just sorting my life right now... though its hard... I still enjoy it...
There's nothing wrong about sharing how you feel, unless of course you whine a lot. :D But she's your friend, instead of calling you immature, she should just listen and try to offer some help or advice :D
Cheers!
PS: Need a friend? Just holler! :D
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queenparanoia said on Nov 23, 2006....
awww guys thanks for the advice!!! this is ehy i like soulcast. real people. real feelings. real connections. hehehehe i sound like a commercial! thank you guys! -
JadeLondon said on Nov 25, 2006....
So sorry that happened! I think some people equate emotionality with immaturity. And perhaps this is what has happened.I have always been sensitive, myself. But at the same time, I have been called an old soul. I don't know your entire situation, of course, so it is difficult for me to comment with any certainty as to the circumstances.
I hope you can work things out to your satisfaction! And as you have already noted, SoulCast is good therapy. :)
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