I remember when I was young, years before I started having my period, I
was suffering from constipation. On this particular day, after days of
no bowel movement, it was finally happening. Unfortunately, I was
finding it extremely difficult to get it out of me. Desperately, I
crouched down, trying to manipulate the lump out of me. It was during
this time when I felt something liquid flow out from an unexpected
place. And it didn't come from where my urine usually comes out of.
Surprised, I looked down, and I saw some trace of blood in it. Since I
didn't feel any pain, I ignored it and went back to my business.
Incidentally, that was how I found out I had another hole down there
aside from my rectum.
It was not until years later when I found out more about sex that I
began to wonder. Was that my hymen accidentally torn apart? I've heard
stories of girls whose hymens were torn by sitting on stools, etc. And
I couldn't help but wonder if there were any credence to those stories
considering.
It's hard to believe that at my age, I've never made out with anyone
until this Summer. I know what is supposed to be going on in a french
kiss, know all the terminologies that both sexes use, but I've never
had a chance to practice all the theories I have learned.



