I'm struggling... and struggling.

Day by day, I'm losing breath, getting faint like a candle melting in fire. No strength, no courage, no wisdom, no hope... Only pain.

Dig deep through me, loneliness has dwelt in place of joy. I'm like hanging on a cliff, pondering if I'd be saved. My heart is betrayed and my desire to be in my rest forever, now embraces me.

I feel sorry for the child in my womb, he is too innocent to feel my pain. He shouldn't miss seeing the world, for the gift of life he has received - I cannot take away.

I am now cold and numb... dead as a corpse.