When I told M I was dating two older guys, she was happy for me. "Why not? You're not married with children." I suppose she's right. Well it made me feel better anyway. M agrees with me when it comes to these lame college boys. They're juvenile, they drink beer out of kegs and they don't use real glassware. It's like highschool all over again sometimes. And the way they treat girls! It's such a turnoff for me. The last guy I dated who was my age was the end of my freshman year and he was a junior--whoopdeedoo. He took me to a nice restaurant and he wore white socks with his dress shoes. I know, that stuff you can change. But all he talked about was his iPod, some lame emo bands he listened to and the next party he was going to. I think women do mature a little faster than men. After dating losers like this all throughout my freshman year, I've seen the light. I've decided I can't date anyone in school. He needs to be established and not have a roommate or a junk car and be able to cook a meal, something other than frozen pizza. I look at these boys in my school like vermin and I know it's wrong but I can't help it. I'm just over them.



