Last Tuesday, my mom and brother left for Canada.
I have been intending to write sooner but I my mind cannot formulate the right words to express how I really feel.
Right now, I am realizing that my mom and bro wouldn't be an hour's drive away. I cannot call them spur of the moment, or decide to visit them one sunday morning. I know I should be happy that they are there already, to start a new chapter in their lives and to have a better lives in a more progressive country.
A jumble of emotions follows this path. My heart is filled with sadness and happiness all at the same time every time I think of them. It' hasn't been a week but I already miss my brother, and how I realized that it's such a simple joy to be with your family everyday, I know that I have my husband and my children here with me but it's still something to have my mom and brother just around the corner, I guess I didn't realize what I got till I don't got it no more. I know that I'll get out of this slump in a little while, but right now, I wallow in this feelings of lonliness and longing for my family