Have you ever been in so much pain that you felt so inferior about yourself? And that the only thing you could do is keep it to yourself, remain in solitude-feel dumb and numb. That, you felt so not enough, your world gradually tears apart.
Well, I do. And for me, there would nothing be more painful than being hurt by the ones dearest to you. The impact is just so heart-breaking. And suddenly, you feel unworthy as a person, you feel like giving it all up. And when you're both close, you feel as if his touch and embrace were of a stranger.
It breaks my heart truly... but, it livens me up, when I see him smile at me boldly and candidly. That makes me stronger - always trying to get a hold of what we have. But what makes me hang on is the love I'll always cherish while I breathe each day of my life.
Tarts39 posted on Oct 12, 2006
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scalywag said on Oct 13, 2006....
I sense you need someone to talk with.
You need to express your feelings to those that cause you pain....they should know this is happening to you.
keep it all inside....it will eat you up. Please, please, help yourself by talking to them. You can't
Best wishes to you Tarts!
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Tarts39 said on Oct 15, 2006....
Thank you very much scaly, for being there to share my sentiments. I know it'll eat me up. GOD knows, I am trying to be more vocal... but sometimes, I feel like it's better not to talk about them. And until now, when I get glimpses of him, I still feel pain... and feel more. But he's the one I love the most--and to endure this pain alone, is something I would carry for as long as I can.
This is something I rarely ask of, but please, pray for me. Thank you very much, scaly. I appreciate it so much.
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scalywag said on Oct 15, 2006....
Tarts....I have my own way of "praying" that is not quite typical to the way most people do, but I will certainly do so for you.
You seem to have a lot on your mind....I hope things get better for you.
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Tarts39 said on Oct 15, 2006....
Thanks again, scaly. You've been so nice to me since then... You are a friend. Thanks.
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