Each time I check my soulcast account, I get discouraged by the zero views of some of my blogs. I don't know if my writing is in the pits, or I'm not making sense, or prolly I'm just a particle of dust among millions of soulcast subscribers - that the pebbles and bigger stones are able to overwhelm with their expertise on navigating soulcast.

I am wary that some of my ideas might be stolen by the unscrupulous. But then again, just like the offline world, there are things I have no control over online - including those that I shared with consent with unseen strangers whose sincerity is as dark as my hair unless they make an effort to communicate with me, let me know of what they think, and would be interested to forge a regular exchange of ideas with me.

I have attempted twice to seek the opinion of other soulcasters. However, only one cared to reply. And I am thankful for that. Nonetheless, I can't help but feel lonely about my almost zero audience. I have expressed my willingness to learn the trade in this site; but the person whom I've been waiting to help me go through the maze has been prolly stalled in his other priorities. He prolly forgot. But who am I to demand? I am grateful for his encouragement. But I'm hoping there'd be more people like him to inspire me to write.

I guess, everyone starts at being unknown. And as time passes, each gradually blooms and creates a niche for her/himself - and helping others achieve the same. How nice it would be to have somebody believe in what you can do to make the world a better place in your own small way.

The Net has been a good avenue for millions of us who have unknown or zero audience. The "spirit" of blogging unleashes the ideas that we have successfully imprisoned in our minds. But I just hope that each of us will get that chance to capture an audience who can help us sustain the freedom we give to our minds.