They say that once you drive a Porsche, you can never drive a Ford (or other sedan) again. And this is how I see myself. You could say I used to drive a Ford, but then I happened to test-drive a porsche, which was then offered to me. So I never went back. Of course I question what I do, but sadly, not often. I think I view it as just "dating" men. What's the difference between what I'm doing and what some friends of mine do, which is date several men at the same time, often sleeping with a different guy three different days in a row? The difference is that I do it for money and they do it for self-validation or lust. But none of us do it for love. I'm still very young. Not even legal to drink! Which everyone knows is a bullshit law because getting a fake ID is as easy as going to the ATM. And there are no shortages of drugs, ready and available to college kids. In fact, all college towns boast a plethora of candy for its students, from whores to strippers to drugs and other illicit acts of paganism readily available. Perhaps this is what jades us so early on? I'm not sure. I haven't had a truly bad experience with boys my age. I was never rufee'd or gang-raped or had my sex tapes distributed. In fact, it took one date with a well-to-do gentleman who had the suffix "II" at the end of his name to open my eyes to what was out there, and within reach for pretty much any girl willing to go after it. That fizzled out because he was a playboy. But instead of being heartbroken, I was eager to find another one like him, and believe me, there are plenty of men like him out there. Some people work as baristas at Starbucks and maybe buy themselves an iPod at the end of the month. Well, I make men happy and am very well taken care of in return.