Hey SoulCast! I'm Megan and the newest addition to the eating disorder bloggers. I guess I'll start out telling you about myself, with limited detail. I'll be 17 in jan. I have dark hair and green eyes. I've secretly been anabulimic for almost 2 years. That's where I don't eat for days and when I give in, I punish myself by throwing it up. I'm not one of those people that deny having an eating disorder. I know I have one and I know what it does to people. Somehow I can't help myself.. I'm obbsessed with my weight. My worst nightmare is to become over weight. But anyways I live with my mom, step-dad, and brother.. he's my hero. I don't have a boyfriend :'( lol but I do date alot. My friends and family are completely unaware of my eating disorder. This mystifies me.. since I've lost over 30 pounds. So I don't know.. maybe you'll be interested in reading about my life. I just need to vent and if you'd like to listen than thank you (: I'll be posting quite often!