Okay okay so you just try stop me from bouncing off the walls.
I bit the bullet and have foregone a good cupboard full of food for a visit to a therapist. One I haven't been to before, considering my resorting to drgs and wine last night to knock myself out it was as good as slapping myself across the face "what the hell do you think you're doing girl?"
So I did the right thing, and the universe responded, mightily.
Okay I haven't been pain free for ohhh months right? seriously pain free... I went to see this guy today and OH MY FUCKING GOD! he is an angel, a rolly polly jolly little angel with hands like GOLD!
Anyway, he used two different techniques to get my spine back to where it should be, and my muscles where they should be to support my spine.
Nothing intrussive, he used bowen and chinese accupressure, fuck me ((ys seriously I can shout that now knowing I can follow through pain free))
He realigned my sacral and illiosacral nerves to their correct openings in my sacral bones.. ohh the release, almost as good as an orgasm... Then he went deeper, the internal muscles that connect the hip and the leg, right in there, poke around your groin folks real deep and you might have an idea... IT WAS supremely painful, leg bent while he pressed down real hard as I let my leg fall... OMG instant pain relief.. instant I'm so damned excited!
He worked my nerves on my lower back so well that when he did my shoulders and thorasic spine it cracked painlessly back into place.
So I am standing a lot taller, I also have a wobbly butt, and I can take a huge deep breath without feeling strung. I am making sure I see him any time I get wound up... ohh its worth eating beans for pain free.
He did say that while my muscles remember what to do I will go throuh a couple of days of pain, but it should all settle down again. ((fingers crossed))
As I was doing this for myself the universe decided to play nice guy, I got a huge discount on the treatment for being a local, and hubby won a whole barra (Barramundi fish) the best eating fish ever ever ever... so we aren't at all going to eat beans, perhaps fish fish and more fish but heck.. thank you universe!
I guess the point is that I learned a lesson, those who help themselves get help.
