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So Daddy and I were layiing together..me across his chest..just talking about different stuff. It's so rare that we get to lay together..naked..just touching and holding each other. But of course...things didn't stay like that lol. Laying the way I was across his chest I had very nice access to his nipples ( which happen to be one of his weak spots *giggle*). So I began licking and biting his nipple..and then I moved my hand to pinch the other one. I could tell Daddy was enjoying himself so I continued. Daddy let it go on fora few minutes before pulling me on top of him. I happily obliged. I rode and fucked my Daddy for all i was worth..he smiled up at me as my hair fell in his face...He held on to me for a while..pacing me..showing me how to move..I felt the dynamic switch between us...it went from fucking to loving...and then back again. Daddy moved me and then whispered " can you feel me princess?"...I could..it was the most intense sensation..the one position he had me in let me feel all of him in me. Soon I was riding him..completely lodt in the feel of us together.
 
I could feel the tenstion building..I remember sitting up on him..leaning back..my hands on his legs..head tossed back...His hands went to my throat..I asked to cum..practically begging....Daddy let me...I"m not quite sure what happened after that to be honest lol..I"m pretty sure he asked me to turn onto my back...he fucked me some more...it all got a little fuzzy after that lol...subspace will do that to you...
 
We spend some more time just talking..largely about a recent event I had to come to terms with...one that has been bothering Daddy a large amount because of it...We talked...he wanted to be sure I was okay with the idea and it wouldn't bring up bad memories...he told me to tell him what I wanted .." I want you to rape me Daddy." He hesitated at first...I knew he wanted to to be careful...of my emotions..my memories...my heart...and I love him for that..But I needed him to do this..I needed him to replace the memory...he forced me onto my back...pinned me...pushed himself inside me...I told him if I ask him to stop..I"m just scening not being serious....he should only stop if I use my safeword....so he continued..I could tell he was holding back...he had his hand at my neck but only lightly...i pushed his hand down to show him I was fine...He got a little rougher..I started getting into it...whispering things to him...It was an intense scene....it didn't last long but we were both very happy with trying it out...
 
Now, don't think I advocate rape in any way...there is a HUGE difference between the scene and the actual act....I feel like i needed to add the disclaimer similar to what Rose has done in her recent post.
 
So after all of this we drove to get lunch..spent more time together..Daddy knows that i need the extra " vanilla" time with him to make me 100% okay...and he is amazing about getting me what I need. Then i dropped him off and we went to our second jobs..but we talked several more times that day. It was a perfect day..and made up for all the bad things that have been going on with me this week. Today I got to spend about an hour with him after work..and we talked all about our day. I haven't been this happy in a long time. *contented sigh*
 
Well I I hope that was hot enough for all of you...lol...i'm sorry some details are missing lol...but all you other subbies will know how that goes lol..


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  • submissiverose said on Nov 06, 2009....
    .........yum. All i can say. xXx r.
  • pusscat said on Nov 07, 2009....
    It always amazes me how close I feel to people here who I have never met.  When you spoke of a bad memory that needed replacing wiht a good one, I cried.  Whatever that bad memory was, I so hope that Daddy has replaced it once and for all with a good one :-)  Hot enough?  Oh yes my dear ;-)
  • DaddysLittleSlut said 12 days ago....

    I love the way that the BDSM world helps those of us who have experienced pain in our past... reprogram our minds with positive images of those experiences. 

    For me I don't have to associate a stern look with all hell breaking loose anymore, because now it can be associated with a fun sexual, loving playtime. 

    I don't know if we are drawn to BDSM because we have lived through abuses in our life but, I know that many of us find healing in it when we have a loving friends and partners.

  • Mascon said 12 days ago....
    Mmmm. Wonderful post Gg. You are fortunate to have a partner so devoted to you that he proceeds to help fulfill your fantasy with great care and caution. 
  • AlleyCatMomma said 11 days ago....
    girly like the others I completely understand about replacing a bad memory with a good one. I am drawn to the scene as well but not sure I'm ready for it's intensity. So glad you also got to spend time in "vanilla" world as well. I suppose that's mostly my world ;). And yes once again the panties are damp. I don't think you ever have to worry if it's going to be hot enough for me!
  • Girlygirl said 10 days ago....

    Rose- that's about all I could say after too lol

    PC- I'm sorry I made you cry :( but i understand about what you mean about getting close to people on here. Sometimes I feel closer to you guys then people I see everyday lol

    DLS- I never thought about why we are attracted to BDSM..and yes it's a nice way to enjoy new experiences in place of old experiences.

    Mascon- I am very fortunate...my Daddy is awesome..how is your little Sophie doing with her training?

    Alley- I'm glad you enjoyed it ;) and yes it is intense..Daddy and I had a LOT of convos before even attempting it and have talked about it often since.

  • mzwldwlf said 8 days ago....
    I love reading your posts, very HOT!!
  • Girlygirl said 8 days ago....
    why thank you ;-)

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