The things that I am going through, at times, makes me sad and sometimes angry. It makes me wonder why me sometimes, but I try not to think about and just try to keep the positive.
Yesterday, I am glad to say with my ups and downs in life, I am happy to be alive. Yesterday, just opened my eyes to living and I mean living.
If you watch the news, you heard about the army psychiatrist who shot 30 to 40 soldiers in Fort Hood, Texas, which killed 13 and left himself paralyzed. This is man whose job was to help soldier who fight for country to mental prepare themselves for battle and the things they are going to see in the battlefield, and the life after war. But it seem that this man needed the help and going through something where the value of life did not matter to shot people.
Also, yesterday, I read a story in Glamour magazine, about a young woman who had recently got married and lost her husband to cancer. She talked about they said what wanted, needed, and felt to each other. She felt that telling her story about her husband and herself will make you think about life and telling people how you feel.
It may think about my life and thank God that I am alive. I have problems in my life where at times I want hide or at times get angry or feel the need to get even, but I try to push through it daily. And pray for better days. But for right now, try to find happiness in little things. Today, I am going to make time and do the things that I want. I am going try harder and live my life. Follow my dreams. Say what I do. And do it.
