Lately I've felt so much emotions.. different kind of emotions. I can't specifically say if I felt sad... lonely or just pressured. I don't like negative feelings, but, it is what I am always feeling. Everyone wants to be happy.. its a fact.

As for me, I always thought I am happy... I tell myself, I should be happy. Why? because I know my life is better than those people who are sick.. poor, or those who have tons of more difficult problems. However the feeling of sadness and loneliness always hunt me. I don't know why it always hunt me...

I don't like to feel sad... I don't like lonelyness.. I should be happy. I deserve it like everyone do. =/