whew! This week has been less than spectacular actually not so well but you know at least what is wrong is out of my control.  I dont like knowing i cant fix things when i actually can lol.  Its my grandmother she is in the hospital and not looking so good.  My grandma basically raised me so we are quite close.  I havent had much sleep cuz i was staying with her a lot.  We admitted her yesterday.  Also, found out that my car got totalled so wish me luck on finding a new one.  Things with Master are going well.  They are very confusing as usual.  I feel like Her dirty little secret which is hot in one sense but then worries me in another.  You know though whatever makes Her happy.  I just dont like spending so much time alone.  I have really needed Her this past week and She keeps telling me She is here for me and She is but sometimes it is hours before She ever checks Her phone to see if i had messaged.  This sucks more rececntly cuz I have actually needed Her to reply for support on what is happening with my grandma.

 

it makes me think that She dosent think of me that much during the day.  Then i remember She said that She doesnt stay on the phone like She would want to with me cuz of POS getting upset.  It bothers me cuz of course i am here to serve my Master and Her needs first.

 

Well randomly Master called me about two hours ago and said get online.  So i did.  She told me to hook up the webcam i just bought cuz She wanted a show hehe.  So i did.  When it finally got all ready She said She couldnt see it and told me to hold on.  So i did.  For over an hour she disappered.  Then She randomly calls me again and asked where i was.  I told Her that i was waiting or Her and She said oh well im offline now text me on my phone.  She didnt sound very happy so i messaged Her asking what was wrong and of course no reply.  I get really worried.  I know She told me not to worry about what happens with them but im very protective of what my Master wants and needs are.

 

Anyways, well i wanna let you all know there will be  another side you see of Pretty.  I am going to start putting ideas out there lol.  You will see my intellectual and perplexing side i suppose.  I make a lot of post about my Master which is what is number one on my list, but since She and i dont get to sit down and have our discussions about everything under the sun I guess i will bounce my ideas off of you guys.  So any suggestions on topics?