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So first the sad...it's not something I really want to talk about cuz I REALLY want to tell you all about my day today with Daddy. So friday was my last day in Daddy's room. I am not at a new placement for my training. So far I don't like it and i"m stressed and I"ve been a wreck since saturday ( a combination of being sick, exhausted, stressed, and fighting with Daddy). The short version is, Daddy threw me a party at work on Friday and it was wonderful. Then on saturday I made him upset cuz I was upset about something and by Sunday he was convinved I was leaving him. It was really all a misunderstanding but it took quite a toll on me and him emotionally. But we worked it out and he is now talking seriously about getting me a collar..apparently he has already picked it out lol.
 
So i'm sad to leave work and to not see him everyday but today was perfect. We had a rought night last night. He picked a fight with me, and it took us over an hour to get things back on track. He admitted to me that he was at fault for it, we talked and discussed some different things. And today we both took half days to see each other. It was the only chance we will get for some time. So we meet at 12 and he gets in my car and looks upset. We talked for about 30 minutes about everything that was bothering us..and then we went to the room. At first I just stood by him on the bed and kissed him. But he soon pulled me down and started to kiss me...telling me how much he loved me, owned me, needs me, needs me to serve him,. The whole time he is rubbing his hands all over my body, kissing me. I was already floating and we were bo th still completely dressed lol. He asked me how many swats I should get for my behavior..and then asksed how many I owed him.. I told him I owed 14...and told him how many I owed for each thing I had done wrong ( we decided i needed to write these down so that I would know exactly what i was being disciplined for). I even showed him my book..he made it an even 20.
 
He kissed me again and told me to go get ready. I took my boots, handed him my tie, and went to the bathroom. I took off everything except my boots..and before I came out he told me to wait...that he would come get me. So there I sat completely naked on the edge of the tub when he knocked and told me to come out.. THis is always the hardest part for me...standing there completely exposed to him while he looks at me. I told him that and he just kissed me, told me I looked beautiful, and told me to lay down. I layed on the bed and Daddy layed on his side next to me..With one hand in my hair he told me to start counting. The first few swats didn't hurt too badly..but it started to sting by number ten. Then I had to turn over onto my stomach..on my knees with my chest and head flat on the bed...then i got ten more swats this way..they hurt more...and by 20 i was having a hard time counting. Then I heard my hardest words " Don't move."
 
He went from the bed and through my hair I could see him getting something out of my bag..i thought I knew what I was coming. I felt him rub the dildo along my clit and slit..before working it into my pussy. Then he worked me with his hand and the dildo. Before long I was begging for him to let me come...Daddy was kind and let me. Then he told me not to get out of my position. I couldn't turn to see where he went, but soon I felt him behind me again. I felt the head of his erect cock press against me. He shoved it into me..my body stretched to take him in while the rest of me reveled in the feel of him. He went slow..deliberately slow...one hard thrust at a time...my bosy was being slammed against his..and against the mattress..it felt amazing. Then Daddy picked up the tempo..fucked me hard and fast and then I felt his hot cum all over my back. I stayed put until he cleaned himself off, then he wiped me off, and I waited to move. When he didn't seem to be giving me permission I asked to move. And of course he let me.
 
I wiped him down with a wet towel, a new must after we get a room session. I just sat beside him..cooling him off..messaging his body as I went...and talking to him...I loved every minute of it. It's one of those times when I feel I get to submit absolutely to him, and nothing could make me happier. Oh...well That was only the first part of our session there were 3, but Daddy is sending me to bed now so I have to go. I promise to write the rest of our session later..so don't worry.
 
 


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  • submissiverose said on Nov 06, 2009....
    wow, love. Certainly an up and down day! I'm glad you both worked it out and made up.. Hehee. I really hope your new work turns out well. Everything sucks at first but you'll get more used to everybody and the routine again. Hang in there! XXX
  • Girlygirl said on Nov 06, 2009....
    Lol Rose it was an up and down week! lol..i spent most of the last week in tears lol...but i'm getting use to things now and it is getting better
  • pusscat said on Nov 07, 2009....
    I'm so glad you worked things out with Daddy hun.  Like rose said, what an up and down day huh?!  What a way to end that day though lol ;-)
  • AlleyCatMomma said 10 days ago....
    Hey Girl sorry haven't written in a bit. That sounds like a really nice session with Daddy. So if you are collared do you become a slave or are you a sub with a collar? Sorry been asking everybody questions lately about this. :) So sorry work is a pain. I am going to be starting a new job soon and training can be the worst part really. Hope everything gets better can't wait to read part 2 and 3.
  • Girlygirl said 10 days ago....

    PC- thanks hun...yes it was a nice ending..and it I think part of the whole enjoyment was made better by the fact that we had been sorta up and down..we relaly needed the time together.

    Alley- I would justbe a collored sub...at least that's what it would be to me. A slave is something different, it would just be the ultimate claim he could make on me, my showing him that he owns me completely. Does that make sense? And don't apologize for asking questions..how would anyone learn otherwise? lol good luck with your new job..what are you doing? if you don't mind my asking...

  • AlleyCatMomma said 9 days ago....
    O.k. so a collared sub. yes that makes sense thanks for clarifying I wasn't sure if the collar was just for slaves but it is symbolic I see. :) I'm going to be working as a financial care rep for a phone company. Pays more, is less than half the distance then my current work from my house, and I would get off of night work so yay's!
  • Girlygirl said 8 days ago....

    awesome! that sounds like a really good thing for you! congratulations I hope you love it..

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