well halloween is over and now the countdown to xmas starts. not much going on these days. my life is quiet.......for now i guess. took the kid up to the college to write a mature student test. he is trying to go back to school. most of his stuff is back home now too. i think he is finally trying to get his life together somehow. am glad to see that.
i went out to the store where i had my cards and picked them up on friday. the lady who has the store is going to close it in feb as the landlord now wants a 3 yr lease. cant say as i blame her for closing the store. now i need to find a new venue for my cards. i cant keep making them and not doing anything with them. seems pointless.
i saw my secret crush last week . i made my feelings known to him and he so much as said that only thing we will be is friends. so thats fine . nothing i can do to change that. been hard to scale my feelings back, but i have too.
i got a package from my mothers lawyer. seems the estate is not yet completly closed yet. my brother and my sister want me to sign off so they can get paid there executer fees. i am thinking .......and no i wont sign off on it. my youngest brother got a fee for selling the farm. my sister and my middle brother will get fees. am thinking those fees should be split 3 ways and not 2. to cover my time and expenses for helping to look after mom and the fact i had to stay at my inlaws. eveyone said their house is too small for me to stay in. its like yeh what ever. now its my turn to make my demands known. they got 99.9% of what was in that house. and to top it off they didnt want my mothers sister or mother to have anything from the house..........that still assounds me to no end.
