It's 23 deg. C (74 F) from where I am.
A tropical creature like me finds it too cold I need a thick cotton jacket to get me through the day. The sun is shining, soft yellow sunlight in our window curtains, reminds me soo much of the happy christmas mornings I've had and will continue to have. :)
Made me smile and looked back, a year ago, Nov 2008. I was broken hearted and was looking at life as if I'll never be happy again. silly.
If i had been stubborn and stick to my woes I would never have met my baby, whose different ways of loving always blow me away. I can never predict what he is up to. each moment seems to last forever.
there's always the mixture of regret, pain, happiness, bittersweet feelings brought about by reminiscing. I've let some people down, betray their trust, hurt a few. I've done a few things that I'm not proud of and somehow by remembering it makes me capable of forgiving people for their offenses. Makes me human enough to be humble and forgiving.
i gave up on comparing people, who's better and who's not. I come to see that each and every person is special in their own way. and If i can't see that in everyone i met it's just that I wasn't equipped with that insight to go beneath the surface.
My prince charming who's perfect for me in every way, can be a plain warty toad to other people's eyes. who cares? :)
