I woke up late... well not late I couldn't really get out of bed.  Seems as though my neck, to be exact C6 wants to go for a wander away from the rest of my body along with S1, which is playing the two year old and PINCHING every fucking nerve in my lower back.. well they're all nerves that far down...
 
I want to be home right now, so that I can be a pain in the ass sad sack... stay in bed all day and ignore the world of "have to's"
 
Unfortunately for me, my end of month feels like a years ticking of second hands... fucker can't wait and it seems as though I'm the only one with half a brain (half is working you see) that can do it.
 
Perhaps I should find my stash of drugs????? perhaps I should fly to meet CJ loaded up with Morphine, scalples and a few sturdy towels... we could play doctors with each other.  Certainly more fun than sitting here and complaining, we could be DOING something for each other ((snicker))
 
It is at least Friday, thank god for that (yes I actually do mean the god bit), its also pissing down with rain too, which makes for perfect couch weather.
 
My cunfusion it seems has turned into full blown pissy moodiness..... okay better get to work, thanks for listening.. well reading anyway.


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  • Me-Myself&I said on Nov 05, 2009....

    when you get home, you will feel better, ya think? i hope so.

    i complained the whole way home myself. if it wasn't my hands hurting, it was my back and then my feet started hurting! lol.... the pain was traveling. oh lordy!

    tomorrow is your saturday, so rest, baby yourself! promise. ..... tgif for me tomorrow!

    take care, i hope you sounding off did some good! *smile* ~see ya

  • ALT said on Nov 05, 2009....
    You are so open and cool!
  • uniquely-ironic said on Nov 05, 2009....
    I'm sorry your back is being a wanker.  Pain is such a wearing thing to have to bear.  I'm kind of at a loss for words. :(
  • wishyouwerehere said on Nov 05, 2009....
    Hope you are feeling better soon - perhaps you should hop a flight ... I happen to know a good physical therapist ;)
  • Hegemone said on Nov 05, 2009....
    Ech, sorry you're in such pain Lu, that really sucks.  Good luck on that appointment with CJ, I'm sure the both of you could really use somethin' right about now.
  • cuppajava said on Nov 05, 2009....
    So you wanna play the doctors game with me huh....? But dont you think we would need a nurse too?
  • woman said on Nov 05, 2009....
    Is there anything I can do to help Lucy? I feel just awful knowing how much pain you are in. I hope it leaves soon and you can see the sun shining again. Gentle hugs. woman
  • bhalah said on Nov 06, 2009....
    Lucy, if i coud have the first plane, and go to see you, at least to hear you, i really woul love to go, feel the pain, darling, is not easy i know, dont reject this whit your maind, or your body love, find the real meaning of this, it coul be hard, but think if you can at least find the reason of this pain, it would help you to understan you, dont think is just a phisical problem, but a reason of a tipe of screem of your soul.
     
    I went to google, and said what is pain?, i found incredibles answears, theres an spiritual answear behind this, i just want to help in samething if i coud, you will be fine, and since now, i belive in this, try to belive you too, and see what your pain is telling you, to let this go away..
  • queenparanoia said on Nov 06, 2009....
    hope you feel better lu!

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