i've been needy and clingy and txting him a LOT.
he hasn't said anything and hasn't complained.
but at the same time i think i can tell that even though he's not exasperated with me YET..... he doesn't miss me like i miss him. he doesn't need me like i need him.
he's got all of me it's possible to have without me being right there next to him.
i'm always available. when he calls i always pick up. when he txts i always respond, when he messages me i always am free to chat.
i'm not saying i'm going to go against my nature... which is to be there for him when he wants me.... but i can stop the ceaseless txting every time something pops into my head that i want to tell him.
at least every couple days i can.
so. i txted him this morning.... telling him how i was feeling.... that i want him to miss me sometimes. and that i wish i was more independent and less needy. which is totally true.
i also wish that he needed and wanted me as much as i do him.
maybe not "as much" .... more like.... "as often"
cause when he does, the intensity is there.... it just isn't ALL THE TIME like it is with me.
*sigh*
anyway, just rambling.
Fallyn posted on Nov 05, 2009
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uniquely-ironic said on Nov 05, 2009....
I struggle with being clingy too. I'm a complete communicator and sometimes I'm sure it drives men away. No help here I'm afraid, just empathy. -
Fallyn said on Nov 05, 2009....
*grin*
every emotionally available man i've ever dated bores me to tears. *sigh*
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uniquely-ironic said on Nov 05, 2009....
LOL, so you chase the bad boys huh?! Oh boy! -
Fallyn said on Nov 05, 2009....
apparently. *sigh*
although my ex was really awful .... but emotionally available. .... except the parts i needed.
this is proving to be EXTREMELY difficult.
*frustrated sigh*
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Hegemone said on Nov 05, 2009....
Yeah, that can definitely be a hard thing to deal with, and hard habits to break. I hope it works out and you can get that intensity a little more often with a little more ease soon. -
queenparanoia said 13 days ago....
just let him love you the way he knows... and love him the way you know... you don't need the "i wish you miss me like the way i miss you" everyone is different. what' matters is he loves you.
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