things are so different , I've been thinking alot lately , and changing alot too .
my life is nothing like I want it to be , neither am I as a person .
I swear to much , drink to much , judge too much , and am a compolsive liar .
and even though I am so uncertain of everything , and feel like a toddler trying to ride a bike for the first
time ,
I'm willing to make changes in my life , and god will help me do it .
as of right now :

no more getting drunk .
no more smoking .
no more drugs .
no more swearing .
no more judging .
no more lying .

if you have a problem with this , that's your opinion but you can take it elsewere .
because right now I need true friends who'll stick by me no matter what .