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Why do I still care?  Why does this still bother me?  Why do I wish I could still be in contact with the part of him I know so well... knew...  This shouldn't bother me, why can't I just turn off all the amount that I care for him?  Arg fucking arg!

I wish I could at least give the illusion to myself that I don't as I'm pretty sure he's doing as well.  Blah!

I just need to vent everybody.. just to put that out there..

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My mom totally ruined my day today.  I noticed two pairs of my high tops were no longer on the shelf, and I didn't mother to ask until today.  I asked and she said

"I think your father threw them out."
"WHAT!?!?!?!? WHAT!!??!! YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?!? WHY!?!"
"Coffee spilt on the shoe rack."
"COULDN'T WE HAVE WASHED THEM?!?!.... would you throw out a little baby infant if you spilt coffee on it?!? No!... my high tops are my babies!"

Call me a baby if ya want I love my shoes. =(


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  • mixednuts said on Nov 04, 2009....
    Is this a "LADIES DAY" (hint) again?
  • Hegemone said on Nov 04, 2009....
    Oh, sorry you're having such a rough time ... and then to boot, your shoes get thrown away!  Unthinkable!  Don't those people know that shoes are a sacred thing, ONLY the owner may dispose of them, ONLY at which time said shoes are beyond recognition (or something like that, lol).  Hope things are getting better.
  • mixednuts said on Nov 04, 2009....
    Thursday will be outstanding 4 you!
  • jebusiamnt665 said on Nov 05, 2009....
    Damn. I know how women hold their shoes sacred above anything else. Hell, I love my sneakers too!! So... *shakes fists at yer daddyo*

    Hope you feel better soon. *hugs* :)
  • simplyconfused said on Nov 05, 2009....
    Mixed - bhaha nooopeee!  I'd be freaking if that was still going on it'd be two weeks and i'd DIEEEE!!!!!!!! But, I just have moments of frustration with the situation i vented about.  and thank you, today will probably be better until I gotta walk home =]

    Hege - mm yeah but see I'm far far far more upset about my shoes lol =p  but that is SOOO right it's ONLY the owner, and ONLY when they feel they can't wear them anymore!  Arg!  Especially my beautiful, beautiful high tops!

    jebus - bhahah thank you!  He deserves that fist shake =p *HUGZ!* =D
  • mixednuts said on Nov 05, 2009....
    You should never have to walk home unless you want to!
  • simplyconfused said on Nov 05, 2009....
    My mom worked at 3 and I had no other way home

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