She's 28. She's mentioned in my last blog, about a really good day.
Today I met her daughter. Her son is seven, who I haven't met yet. I'm sure we'll get on fine, I have a stepdad who was pretty awesome when him and my mum started out. We're all cool, actually, even now, but I think he never tried to be a father to me, or an older brother, or to be cool, he was just himself. I think I can do that, just be me. I mean I never wanted kids, but I figured by the time I'm ready to move in the kids will be more of 'housemate' age rather than kids, so even though I don't want my own kids hers won't cause me a problem. And plus, seven year old boys are fun, they like playstations and transformers! :)
This relationship is shooting off at an alarming rate, though. Today was only our second date and I met her daughter. She really cares about me, and I get on well with her daughter. I met her dad too, in passing, on our first date. I like him, he seems a lot my grandfather in many ways, in how he is with the grandchildren.
I can't help it, falling for her this quick. Her heart is tender from her huspand of eleven years and I want to kiss it better. Her kids need a man in their life, not a new father, but someone to talk to. She's swept off her feet by me. Her huspand.... well I haven't met him so I can hardly judge!
I'm setting myself up for a MASSIVE fall, I know it. She's scared too, of how fast things are moving.
But hey, that's what makes life so much fun, sometimes you get your heart torn out and you have to trust a mysterious stranger to nurse it better. Sometimes you've got to let yourself fall, emotionally, for the best feeling in the world when you realise they feel the same and take the risk of that massive fall.
She's round her parent's house, tonight, with the kids, I said we should go for a drive after work, so her parents should watch the kids and I'll tell her how shit scared I am.
