Well, there is more and more people all around the world who, like me love other people from the same gender. I first realized I could be gay when I was around 10. I had a best friend and I was really happy spending time together. But it turned out it was more than juste liking a friend, but I was really in love with him (Robin if you read these lines). But we went to different junior high school ans I didn't see him much after. Somehow I managed not to think about boys for a year or two. But I was then 12, time your body start to change and sex become the thing the most interesting in your life. I had a lot of male friends and like me they were all mostly interested by sex. When I turned 13, things started to change a little bit, until then we wer always talking about it but everybody was doing things on is own. I remember maths classes where everybody was talking about his penis size. A friend which was the leader decided we had to measure it in front of others. we all agreed... It all started like it. I'll not tell you everything we've done all together, I think there is sites more appropriate to talk about that, but the more I was doing things with other boys, the more I was sure I was gay... I tried many times to go with girls but they were all unattractive, uninteresting... When I was 14 came the great revolution of my life. I finally got internet at home. Every evening after school, I was behind my computer. And then, this idea occured: why don't I try to speak with people like me? I started then to go to chatroom with young gays...