I just want the friendship, not the relationship. Really I'm fine with us just being friends. I wish he hadn't lied to me, I wish he didn't retaliate in his hurt.
I want Dino. He makes me feel better, always makes me smile... always listens and cares about me. He has never ran out on me when I've been depressed. I want my Dino! =(
It doesn't help me that I've been tossing and turning for an hour or more. That I'm listening to slightly depressing music. That I'm in such a cuddly mood. That it hurts being punched, and kicked while your down.
I guess I should try and get to bed.... oh one more thing, Dino is not the "rebound" just believe me when I say this. There are things I don't wish to explain, and my feelings for Dino are genuine and true, and will last if they are cared for and given time to bloom.



