Do you ever wonder why it is that the ones who mean the most to us can hurt us so blindly? I often wonder why that is. Why is it someone who knows you so well, can say or do something that will upset you and they either don't know they're doing it or they don't care. I've been hurt a lot in my life and right now I'm trying to learn the ways to get over that hurt, but these scars of mine run deep. It only takes one word, one action taken out of context to ruin something that took a lifetime to build. Sometimes I wonder why people even connect in this life. Were we all destined to play out our roles this way or is there more to the story? Do we make our own decesions or are our lives all part of some cosmic show? I know my words don't make sense to many of you, that they may seem like ramblings, but they're not. Think about it: You meet someone who you truly connect with, no matter what way. You guys have things in common and get along great. Then, suddenly IT happens. The one thing that ruins the Nirvana that you had together. It doesn't matter if it's  friendship, love, or whatever. All relationships, no matter how big or small always have that one issue of dispute. Why does it hurt so much when these issues are brought to the light? Why do some of us keep quiet about it until we can't hold it in any more? Why do others talk it to death and never let it die? Why does it hurt so much when you fealize that your connections aren't as strong or peaceful as you first thought? I don't know.