I drank quite a bit! We went to a frat, because obviously it's fun. So we go up to this frat brother's room and have more shots.. the guy leaves the room for a sec and I call B. I don't really remember what I said but we hung up and he just texted me instead. ANYWAY.. after the phone call, we had a kissing contest. So I made out with 3 ppl. Then I went back downstairs, and from this point everything gets really fuzzy.. I remember dancing with this guy and making out with him. That's all that happened. I'm technically single.. so it's okay I guess. Idk I'm just not used to doing stuff like that. So I feel sorta guilty. I won't tell B, he'd just be sad.. he prob wouldn't really say anything but I know it would hurt him and I think it would ruin my chances. I really want things to work out with him, but if we aren't dating I'm going to have fun.



