They say that using witchcraft, ouija boards, and tarot cards can open one up to demonic forces.  I think that could explain the mind reading attacks and the chaos in my life.  Is it all real or just going on because a part of me still believes in these forces.  I am even afraid to use the oils and incense that I have because they came from a witchcraft supply dealer.  I have all kinds of herbs that I guess I'm going to throw out.  It would also explain the plot in which I see all sorts of Ed look alikes that have the same freaking haircut.  I think this conspiracy should come to a halt.  It upsets me a whole hell of alot.  There is only one Ed, and he is supposedly living up in New Jersey with a wife.  Why then, did neighbors down here talk about him?  If there are demonic forces behind this, they know how to torment me.  I just can't let all of this drive me to my grave any faster than God intended.  I have to be strong enough to hold onto this life of mine.  Perhaps, I need to close the doors that opened me up to this crap.  Maybe some of the symptoms of my illness have come from this.  I don't know.  One way or another I am going to survive the misery that I have had to cope with.  I know that I am doing alot better than I was, despite the Ed lookalikes.  I am not seeing famous people when they aren't around anymore.  The voices have decreased down to almost nothing, at least temporarily.  I know that I haven't been as stressed out as I have been in the past.  That and medication may be the reasons why the voices are almost gone.  Who knows?