well my Master might not be reading these post because everything has changed again.  Who knows though.  Anyways this is the deal now.  i am Her slave again.  Which does make me happy.  I know all of what you guys said and i appreciate your advice and i even agree with you.  But being a slave when She said She still wanted me and told me i was Her's it naturally just fell altogether.  She said She told POS that She couldnt be without me and would still be spending time with me.

 

i have a feeling this is going to be harder this time cuz She has already become more dominant.  if that makes sense.  She has always had very high expectations for me but i can sense this will be very different.

 

also the relationship will be very different.  it wont be anything like before.  my Master said She would be spending time with me but i really wont be allowed to stay with Her often like before.  POS and i will not be around each other at all.  i am worried about the things Master says.  More and more is coming out, i dont think She even realizes i am putting the pieces together.  It seems to be She has made many compromises to POS in order for this to happen.  One being that POS could talk to the girls she was cheating on Master with whenever Master is with me.  They have a vanilla relationship, and Master has already confided in me about how POS is slipping back into her old ways and they have been arguing and so forth.  one thing Master did tell me was that She couldnt be without a slave, even if the other wasnt one She had to have at least one. 

 

i will be spending many nights alone my torn gut tells me this.  i asked Master last night if She was making things like this because She didnt really want to spend time with me like before because She didnt want me around or if it was because She was afraid of hurting POS feelings and causing more arguments between them.   She said it was the second that She would spend every moment with me if She could.

 

It's confusing for me to see my Master so "submissive" (is that the right word?)  when it comes to POS.  Seems She gives in a lot, and of course that is not the Master i know.

 

But dont get me wrong i am excited beyond measure to be Her slave again.  To feel i have a place and a purpose.  I am still very madly in love with Her and longing to please every aspect of Her life.  i know She is in love with me too, i am Her love slave :).  I am just worried She isnt fully happy, and that kills me to know i cant fix it.