Damn right. I have magic. BE JEALOUS. xDD.
This whole magic thing is really just an inside joke between me and that friend that deleted me. You know what? I'm sick of calling him "that friend". From now on, his name shall be......
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BOB.
No, this isn't his real name, but Bob is the fucking most awesomest name on earth. Besides mine. Just kidding.
Or am I? :o
KIDDING.
....Or AM i?!!!
xDDD.
Anyhoo. I seem to be writing about Bob (GAWD that name is just so COOL!! ='D) a lot lately (Bob, if you're reading this, did you notice I didn't put "alot"? xD.) and I'm actually kind of sick of writing about him. Soo, I decided to just make one post all about him, get everything off my chest, and move on with my life. I figure that if, once apon a time, he decides to read this and think i'm a crazy stalker person,i'll go ahead and let him. He has a right to know how I feel. Yes, I really should just send him an email, but for some odd reason I just can't bring myself up to it, and hope he reads this. Please note, just because I'm not writing about him in every one of my posts does not mean he has slipped my mind. I think that would be impossible.
ANYYYYWAYYYS.
Once apon a time, Bob and I were the most insane, awesomest, fucking most amazingest people on IMVU. We made these accounts on there. Alice Cullen and Edward Cullen. Ohhhh snap. You're jealous now. xD. It was just so awesome. We would act all insane and scare people away. This was all during JUly and August, I believe. But thennnn, september rolled around, school started, and there wasn't time for Eddie and Alice anymore.
This would be the part where I would say, "Bob and I slowly drifted apart..." Yeah, well. I'm not going to say that because that would be lying.
Bob and I very quickly drifted apart. Maybe not drifted. Broke apart. Well maybe not broke apart, thats a little harsh..hm..i cant think of any other word, so lets just say drifted. Things just weren't the same. He would be on for maybeee ten minutes, and then he would have to "sleep" or get homework done. Now now, don't get me wrong, I want him to sleep, and I want him to get his work done. I'm like any other friend (if he considers me that @_@), I want the best for him.
I just didn't know the best for him would mean deleting me from any way of contact. Bob may not realize, but when he told me that we had deleted me (I hacked onto my sisters msn account because she has him on there too, and i demanded an explaination from him.), that didn't really hurt. What hurt was the next week or so when he didn't add me back. I thought he'd be happy that I was alive. But then again, I understand it's a little (okay, maybe a lot) overwhelming when someone you know is dead one day and alive the next. But it's been two weeks. or something. i don't really keep track. It hurts that he hasn't added me yet. And then, to top it off, when I went to my blog, I found out that Bob stopped reading my posts. That was like a stab right in the heart. Not only was he mad at me, he wants nothing to do with me. He probably deleted my sister on msn too, thinking that i would get on.
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He has led me to believe that he is emotionaly unstable. Yeah, well, I talked to his best friend (she and i are friends, too. ^-^) I ask her how he's doing, because she see's him a lot. She says
You know what? I'm not gonna finish this post. I'm tired of this shit, and I want answers. I'm going to email him.
Wish me luck?
