Meet my new sub Sophie. She is very pleasing and does everything she is told. Every time I enter the room she walks to me and puts her head to the floor. She definitely respects me as my size and my deep voice command her attention. She knows when I give a command that she had better follow it. Sophie’s not much of a masochist however and isn’t really a service slut either so she’s a bit of an enigma. But she does everything in her power to be as pleasing as possible to me and sometimes just her head on my chest is enough to melt my heart. I have collared her and have decided I will train her.
So what does one blog about when you no longer have the focus of your blog? It’s why I’ve been gone so long, I feel like I have little to add, little to say. (other than of course my not so humble opinions on all of YOUR blogs) It has also been hard to watch others here enjoy what I have walked away from, while it is still so...(insert your own word.) When I stopped posting my blog was digressing down a path I never wanted to be on; posting from weakness and sorrow. Not two things I want to dwell long on.
I have decided not to seek another D/s relationship in my
life (beside Sophie) until I figure out where my marriage is going. It’s interesting to me that
my wife submits to me in every way except sexually. It is just who I am, there
is little discussion about it, we have our roles and we know them. Yes, I’ve
gone down that road with her and we’ve discussed it many times and there is
nothing there. Not to mention that the sadist in me really only thrives with a
masochist and that, is one thing she is not! Damn she talks about her level of
pain tolerance when she has a medical procedure like she should get a medal,
but put a nice pink mark on her ass when you’re fucking her and it’s like you just
amputated her nipple! I pity the poor masochistic thing that meets me next, I’ve
bottled up enough sadistic sensual energy to make someone’s week or to make
someone weak, probably both. Mmmm a Man can still dream right?
Happy Halloween the very best of holidays!
