Thursday October 29th, 2009
I actually like school, and weird and repulsive as this may sound. Some days I don't, some days I do...but lately it's just all been the latter. I feel so content, free, social...I don't know! It's just awesome. Most days are really hectic though, and my friends usually refer to me as a 'workaholic', which in a way I guess I am. Between school, work, tutoring, theapy, clubs...there's really not any time for much else.
However, some days I feel awkwardly empty. Kind of like something's missing; but there isn't anything missing. Blah. So today my dude friend (the bitch I got into a fight with a while ago and then we stopped really talking and blah blah...if you can remember) argh, so he told me today that he believes he likes me. Erm, rewind a bit? Asides the fact that he is not gay, to my knowledge, he also has slight homophobia. Or so he told me a while back. And then all of a sudden he drops this bomb on me at lunch. I was really flabbergased; I didn't know what to say. So I didn't say anything, we just sor tof looked at each other before he walked off. He's been avoiding me for the rest of the day; still is, I believe.
Completely random:
Halloween @ school tomorrow! Yay! Dressing up! XD.
- Jun
