PAPERBACKWRITER posted on Oct 29, 2009
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It is 17 minutes past 4 pm, and as I type these words the music from the clip I posted here is playing in the background. I will try to find out tonight what the title of the music is, when the girls are in bed, while relaxing on the sofa with P, when I can hear my thoughts.
I feel apprehensive about the trip of the girls to Germany next week. Not because of K but because it is a feeling that I think will stay with me for a bit until a certain period of time has passed.
I feel sad, that K middle-daughter keeps on struggling hard with her strong will, and her wish to be better in communicating with others within the family; we are all trying our best to help her deal with anger much more effectively.
I feel peace within me being challenged by so many outside factors.
I feel much stable to deal with those challenges, than a month ago, I would say.
I feel forgiving, and forgetting, is becoming easier, and easier...
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Hegemone said on Oct 29, 2009....
Hmmm, what would the right words be for what I feel? Perhaps that this post exudes a feeling that there is certainly a change from past to present. Whereas before the events you mentioned may have given you great anxiety, potentially to that paralyzing point, they are not doing so this time. You are taking them in stride, you are acknowledging the issue, you seem to be preparing to take it head on and go with it, and not to let it get the better of you, but instead to feel how you can grab the reigns and ride it out, control it a little, if you can not chase it away. Good for you. I tell you, I'm so glad to see you posting daily again, I had missed these Paper posts. :-)
(((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))
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Lucytorial said on Oct 29, 2009....
just wanted to let you know I popped by to read♥ -
Me-Myself&I said on Oct 29, 2009....
wow that was beautiful!!!! -
queenparanoia said on Oct 30, 2009....
blubbies... ;-) -
PAPERBACKWRITER said on Oct 30, 2009....
heggies ♥ - I love you! (((huggies)))
lusciousness ♥ - I feel your support, and lurv - always!
MeMy ♥ - glad you dropped by deb♥, :) and double glad, that the clip delighted you! i forgot to mention that a college mate shared it in FB :) ... triple glad that i reconnected with her!
queenie ♥ - *muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah*
:)
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