ok so went to Her house this afternoon after She texted me it was over (wish She could have had balls enough to say it to my face or at least on the phone) i had to get my kayaks from Her and some other stuff of mine over at Her place
so we actaully talked wish i could type out Her reasons maybe get some justification but um yea i dont really understand them all i know is She says "i have to give her (POS) a fair chance" i thought three years and coming back to her twice would have been fair chances but oh well
its obvious She does love me but not quite like POS ill just have to get over it im still madly in love with Her and it hurts especially as being a slave just knowing i couldnt be Her everything
i gave Her the key to take off the collar She had placed around my neck... She said no... that if i want it off i can take it off later cuz She couldnt bare to do it.... Then a few sentences later She said that just cuz i wear a collar doesnt make me Hers....i told Her a slave doesnt remove their own collar that only their Master can free them...... i asked if i was still Her slave and She replied... "you are still my slave but i cant keep you"
what in the world is She trying to tell me here? and what does She mean by keeping my collar on?
this woman confuses the hell out of me... but of course thats how most women are...and i dont mean any offense cuz remember i am female too lol
