Sorry Best Friend but, I have to let you act how you want. Be bitter, throw everybody away that cares about you. Do what you wish. I have no say in it, you wouldn't listen. I have to pursue my happiness just as much as you need to yours. Cheers to your and I happiness, even though we are completely cut off from each other. You burnt our friendship, it was all your call. You lied to me, you broke all your promises. Whatever.
I'm so insanely happy it's great, Dino is responsible for the total topping of it, I'm also responsible for my happiness. I'm just, pursuing it, looking for it, and grabbing it. No need to wallow in the pain! Shit gets scary when I'm insanely depressed, and I don't want to go there again no no no. I was there for a moment yesterday.... after I heard one thing my once was Best Friend.. there was this overwhelming pain through my whole body, and I wanted to tear myself apart. Though I just took deep breaths, and got people to distract me.
I can take care of myself, I can pursue my happiness and it's what I'm going to do! =D
